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I have never shared this with anyone except my mother and sister.
I don't mind making the sacrifices but its just tough to be so patient and have no control of the situation.
I have so much stress cuz of all this and am trying to forget all of this.
I wonder if there is anyone else in the world that is going thru this and who feels the way that I do.
I never had any ill feelings towards anyone in my in laws but they have lots against me cuz of the little things that they do.....for example on our one year anniversary nandh supposedly gives me a shalwar kameez suit that she says she got custom made for me from pakistan ( the suit was pale pink with pearl kaam on tissue and satin) and it was her old suit that she tried to pass it off to me as a present. I just showed it to my mom and she said to return it saying you dont wear light colour suits. Another example is that the saas always gets clothes made for everyone from pakistan (bahus, nands, MIl) and only made one for me which doesnt even have a dupatta that matches and this was an EID present. Saas always buys boutique clothes for herself and nandhs, bahus from Generation and Cyonsure and yet never asks me at all. Hubby said i can place order if i want but I said its okay since I am not into fashion that much.
I have always treated them with respect and went out of my way to give them gifts such as cologne sets (issey miyake, jean paul gaultier, etc.), MAC makeup, toys and clothes for the neices, etc yet i feel like whatever i do isnt good enough.
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