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i would love to plan everything the way you guys are but unfortunately i have this thing where if things dont turn out my way i get really angry. I got engaged within two weeks and went completely BRIDEZILLA the second i stepped into the venue everything seemed so out of place. table decorations, all the things we had to give to the in-laws the stage ..you name it and i found something wrong (other then the food which was reallly good tht day). I hated it cause i had bothered everyone for weeks even after my engagment about how much i hated it, even till this day i refuse to wear anything i wore on my engagment days including jewlery....so imagine tht was just the engagment if i plan for the wedding and things dont go my way im going to regret for the rest of my life. thats why i prefer not to plan and let things go with the flow...maybe i wount be as annoyed as i was with my engagment. Obviously there are something you do plan on, im not saying im not gonna plan at all things like the venue will be decided by my parents and chacha , im just going to approve. Ill go to try the food. For my flowers, my friends going to do them i just gave her the colors and my dress has already been ordered.
so lets see how thigns go . i dont wanna dream to big and then go crazy the night of my wedding. Inshallah everything will go well. those of you who get married before me pray for me !!!!
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