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Hi guys
thankyou all for your supportive posts.
Amir its a complicated situation he wasnt my bf we didnt want to be an official couple before marriage, to protect ourselves.
I said if my parents found someone amazing and said no to him my parents happiness comes before anything else, i cannot be happy if they are not happy.
Having thought about it all, im hurt because yes i was rejected but also because he said he doesnt see me in the same way anymore when i havnt done anything wrong! there was no defining moment which makes it alot harder. Im going to miss him, our friendship will be there but not the same, and i feel alone.
I spent the last 3 hours crying locked in my room, but my friend came to see me and told me that if he can carry on why cant i? i said because i still have more feelings than he does, and she just made me understand that i should learn to be stable on my own two feet on live for me as im still young.
The reason i started crying is because i saw him in the library, and it just came over me that i have get to things being different now, thats the hard part, being in the same class at uni and not being the same as before overnight.
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