alvena

i know this is the way things have to be, its happened i cant change it, He wants out as bhenjee said and in the long run in my heart i know its best for me.

now that we have decided to be just friends it does give me some relief but also a bit confused because i dont know what just friends is.

Obviously our feelings wont die overnight, and so wont it be just like before....i have to make sure i keep my distance just to make things easier.

Another huge mistake i made was distance my girl friends and other friends because i spent so so so much time with him. I cant easily turn to anyone near me, i have friends in different cities who i have called, but no one in my class. I will be embarassed to contact them and talk to them because they warned me about all this a long long time ago, said i could do better and i should spend more time with them.

My best friend is in her own relationship now and her guy takes pirority over me, now i know how it feels and i wish it wasnt like that.