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i know i keep going on about it, but here is the only place i can really express myself.
Today i had to attend a seminar, he also is part of the group, for some stupid reason i decided not to go to avoid him, i just couldnt face him especially as i had felt depressed allllll morning.
I was looking out the window and saw the group walking to the seminar he was laughing and joking and it made me feel so so angry with myself for feeling upset.
I also texted him in the morning asking if he managed to get up on time for morning classes, i got no reply, i worried about him missing class and so i rung him- no reply. This made me feel rubbish and angry too. It makes me think he is ignoring me.
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