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I appreciate everything you are saying bhenjee and i amd definately going to distance myself from him when i can, yes i do need to get out of this mindset and im trying really hard to think we are never going to get back together.
BUT i am the kinda of person who gets what i want and i dont give up until i do, this is my personality and its something which is hard to change thats why half of me thinks if you try hard enough you can have him back maybe not tomorow but eventually.
We do all our uni work together so its very very very difficult to avoid him in that respects.
When i showed i was starting to move on he kept reminding me how much he loves me still, i keep thinking if i be the cool confident girl he feel in love with in the first place he can love me again.
This might be very very dangerous but its a risk im going to take.
Im not going to obsess over him and i am going to get on with my own life iA but half of my agenda is to hve him back.
am i very stupid? i think i might be:S
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