man, i just located some of the crap i had written in my crazy hay days..

i cant believe i wrote this.. i must have been a true sad case


My trembling screams

will go unnoticed

just the way

its always been

i'll be standing

right here waiting for you

and you'll walk past

without acknowledging me

It's crazy I know it is

its infatuation..
...

so i dont know how short to cut my hair...

its nearing the "bum" length and to be honest, thats gross yeah?

i dunno how it even got that long.. i have it rolled up in a bun all day long.. it hardly sees light (me thinks).. i just cant stand working with my hair out.. it just bugs me too much

i feel like chopping it all off (well to the shoulders) but hubby likes the long hair.. he's like cut a few inches off.. but what will that achieve...? i...

.. enough of sleeping in naps.. must sleep.. take proper sleep xeno..

Bhai bought batteries today for my camera so I took some snaps of the view from our apartment. Note the several corn fields. hehe. The street we live on has several new developments therefore the area overall is still under-developed in terms of stores and transportation.

This is a view from our balcony in the back.




This is the view to across the street on the right of the complex (taken from balcony).



...

Enjoy the days off, eat a lot, spend time with your family and watch football.

So it looks like nobody is going to be going to see a rishta afterall. The mother of the girl seems to be getting cold-feet about the idea of her daughter having to move to another state. We are going to give them a call to finalize things. They sent a recent picture of the girl and well, umm she looked completely different than the first pic. Bhai was totally confused but was still up for seeing her but now it may not happen. I think its for the best, insha'Allah. We had some issues before...

shaking that ass!

Guess who is in charge of teaching 9 5 year old children an arabian style dance sequence for the christmas nativity!!?

I KNOW!

I cannit wait.

good job iv taken belly dancing lessons. The other teacher mentioned the dance to 'walk like an egyptian' but no no no

We are going to shake and shimmy shakira styley!!

Im well excited!!!!!

dil ki hasrat zuban pe aane lagi
tumhain dekha aur zindagi muskurane lagi
ye mohabbat thi ya meri dewangi
har surat main surat teri nazar aane lagi

meri zindagi k raaz main ek raaz tum bhi ho
meri bandagi ki pyas main ek pyas tum bhi ho
tum kiya ho kuch ho ya nahi ho
magar meri zindagi k kash main ek kash tum bhi ho

har ek k jazbaat ko zaban nahi milti,
har ek nazar ko dua nahi milti
muskan banaye rakho to duniya hai saath...

hun 32 jala, te kaam pe ja.. buhat flood liyaa

I havent been on Gupshup for like a really long time.. yeah 3.5 weeks is LONG when you compare my usually 10-11 visits per day.

So, anyhow back to blogging. These days Im a full-time housewife. I moved to the US and I am in love with my apartment. Oh and did i mention the FREEDOM! honestly, yes there are perks of living with your in-laws.. but then again what beats the whole "do anything and everything the way YOU want to do it".. No interference, no drama.. just pure bliss!...

iam marya. i am tlk's dotr. iam 6