Posted Aug 6th, 2008 at 10:43 PM byMirch Updated Aug 6th, 2008 at 11:35 PM byMirch
While in Pakistan it was easy to satisfy my craving to show off , I was a big show off there , everybody around me belonged to same culture and could appreciate my material possession and felt jealous of me.
But since the day I moved to US , I had this feeling of emptiness , I could not show off my material possessions to those who are like me and who could appreciate my achievements. I felt that I am missing something . I had that feeling of emptiness. Internet has made it easy for me to...
Posted Aug 6th, 2008 at 09:44 PM bysadzzz Updated Aug 7th, 2008 at 06:53 PM bysadzzz
this is my lil bubbles getting ready to jump into the bathtub.. she's so hyperactive once the bathtub gets going... running from her room to the bathroom in order to get her clothes off but not to miss out on bubbles filling the bath...
You want one thing. You go through hoops for it, endure all sorts of confused questions, nosy questions, judgments, ignorance etc.... only in the end that when it actually might become a reality....that it's not even worth it any more. Too many factors coming into play that make the fight absolutely useless.
The day I stepped in your city, I happened to listen to this song, and well since then I have been listening on and on to it. Lyrics dont really make sense, very much in consonance with the feeling ruling and prevalent inside and out.
khoya raha mai, saazon mai apne ahat ko teri bhool gaya mai itna jiya hon, tanha raha hon ishq tera bhool gaya hon
tere bin dil mera lage kahen na tere bin jaan meri, jaye kahen na
This video does a good job of some of the basic taal's in eastern classical music and moreover, it's always a pleasure to see this guy play, there's a recording of him and his father, Ustad Allah Rakha, in which they are playing various qaidas and bayaans, simply magic:
Here is drawing close to the dawn. We are just back from the beach. It felt awesome being there in the midnight. Very less people. Even spot lights blown out. Bare foot walk on the damp sands, loneliness, and my mind crowded with too much of chaotic thoughts. There has been unknown gloom. Unknown because I dont really want to acknowledge it. That everything here reminds forcefully of you. Too much a rush of memories. Tonight, when I was standing alone on the beach, and watching the waters silently,...
Is it just me or are the questions in Life getting stupider by the day, why are these teenage idiots asking such retarded questions, they're not even close to getting married and asking such absolutely galactically fukking stupid questions:
What if your husband tells you on your wedding night that he just wants to be friends
What if your husband has an affair with the maid
What if the guy you're gonna marry has a sister who's going to marry blahblahblah
What if...
im so tired of being sick.. I was hardly ever sick prior to having bubz.. and now its ALLLL the time.. i was sick 2 weeks ago and now hubby has given me another bug... so much for having the flu shot... tsk
im also over people at work.. well some people. Its like all the wanna do in life is make everyone else feel miserable... why cant these people ever grow up and just smile a little?