Just finished vacuuming the baseboard and oh my Lord ... I am so tired even my eye lids are tired. And I have yet to lay a single plank. Hoping to have a fun day with saws tomorrow.

Oh and my knee caps hurt

to lose weight before ramadan starts...

i have gained like 3 kg in the past month or so... seriously! and i cant believe the hubz still finds me attractive... ugggh

i wanted to join the gym with the hubz but considering how little time we had, and didnt spend enough of it with Heba.. we decided to borrow the treadmill from mama... BIL got it for moi on the weekend and ive been using is like a devout treader.. im in love!

I have to have to have to lose...

Pathetic. Every other day adobe tells me it wants to update the acrobat pdf reader with new features. What I have opens pdf files. I am happy with it sticking to its core competency and not potentially branch out into say video editing. Whytf do you want to update for now?

Gets on my nerves.

And yes theres a way to turn it off but it should be off by default.

I got locked out of my apartment today.

I have a feeling this month is going to be utterly exhausting.

Between dealing with small brains at work, and trying to actually use my brain during these mind-numbing days, and trying to NOT use my brain when I dont need to...i dont know, whatever...I dont even know what I'm saying. My thoughts are no longer even cohesive.

Jon Stewart is king btw

And no, I didn't get to see Harry Potter yet. I'm...

My wife asked me to tell you folks that I am a shareef admi

that is it for the day ..

Wow I am now almost 28 weeks along and feeling decent. My tummy kinda really popped out & feel like I need a wheel barrow to carry the weight around...GRR!!!! I am feeling pains on both left/right sides when I sleep, so not sleeping much either. Khair just a little longer left. This is gonna be a good week, 1/2 day on Thursday & off on Friday!! I kinda wanna go out to see 4th of July fireworks, so let's see how that plays out.

In other news, my son now knows his urdu/arabic...

so the rishta is off.. bro said its as if the girl's family did a 180 the minute the rishta was finalized.

man damnit.. and i got so excited..

but in a selfish way, its ok... im too fat to attend weddings

baj was relieved and happy that he found out bout their real personalities before the wedding took place... everyone suddenly started to be rude he says... as if they own him, from the father of the girl to the girl herself.. so he broke it off yesterday...

so on friday night I had i bawled.. hehe... cus i felt quite unloved. Actually not unloved, but friendless.

I miss having friends

I used to have a good bunch of friends my age... things over the past few years have gone really sour though.. i thought, what the heck.. fine i'll deal with it... but then i logged onto facebook last friday and to my utter surpise, i saw that all these people who i had been friends with, and who had different points of the lives...

Its 9:48. I got home from work, ate, and I've settled down now finally, and its' f'ing 9:48.

Highlight of my day: Grocery shopping.

There is just something soothing about walking up and down aisles lit up by food.

It was an emotionally draining weekend, so glad to be home by myself today. This way I can really clear my head and re-charge. I do have a little to many drama kings and queens in my life. I can handle them, one at a time but when they all come charging, it's hard to keep my thick skin on.

Anyhoo, had a little problem with flooring this weekend. By the time I got around to going and picking it up, they had run out of the one we had picked out and Nadia wasn't with me to pick another...

Perhaps I've made this point before, but perhaps thats what blogs are for, to say and say again what drives your thoughts and actions.

Whatever you experience odds are it is only so powerful in motivating you, in making you desperate, in making you lose control, because you are involved in it. If you saw someone else in the same situation you could imagine a hundred ways they could react better, solve the problem more easily, cope with feelings without hurting someone else's. And...

and when its changed with a new one, it wont be on me

so bhaijaan got engaged over the weekend. didnt have a formal engagement cuz a) our famillies are scattered over the globe and b) dont want an engagement, a direct shaadi.

dates are not working for anyone unless we make him wait till next summer, something he JUST aint willing to do ahem

so ramadan is screwing us over by falling in the middle of summer vacations meaning we can either do the...

I dont know what kind of Sunday night this is. I'm only thankful I got out well before 11 pm. I'm home, I'm sleepy, I just want a shower and then bed.

Only to get up in the morning and have it all over again.

Or maybe I'll go see Harry Potter tonight. I didn't realize the movie is already out? Anyone seen it? Don't throw around any spoilers here!

Or maybe I'll go to the beach for a while. I dont know.

I am just so drowsy...

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