so on friday night I had i bawled.. hehe... cus i felt quite unloved. Actually not unloved, but friendless.

I miss having friends

I used to have a good bunch of friends my age... things over the past few years have gone really sour though.. i thought, what the heck.. fine i'll deal with it... but then i logged onto facebook last friday and to my utter surpise, i saw that all these people who i had been friends with, and who had different points of the lives...

Its 9:48. I got home from work, ate, and I've settled down now finally, and its' f'ing 9:48.

Highlight of my day: Grocery shopping.

There is just something soothing about walking up and down aisles lit up by food.

It was an emotionally draining weekend, so glad to be home by myself today. This way I can really clear my head and re-charge. I do have a little to many drama kings and queens in my life. I can handle them, one at a time but when they all come charging, it's hard to keep my thick skin on.

Anyhoo, had a little problem with flooring this weekend. By the time I got around to going and picking it up, they had run out of the one we had picked out and Nadia wasn't with me to pick another...

Perhaps I've made this point before, but perhaps thats what blogs are for, to say and say again what drives your thoughts and actions.

Whatever you experience odds are it is only so powerful in motivating you, in making you desperate, in making you lose control, because you are involved in it. If you saw someone else in the same situation you could imagine a hundred ways they could react better, solve the problem more easily, cope with feelings without hurting someone else's. And...

and when its changed with a new one, it wont be on me

so bhaijaan got engaged over the weekend. didnt have a formal engagement cuz a) our famillies are scattered over the globe and b) dont want an engagement, a direct shaadi.

dates are not working for anyone unless we make him wait till next summer, something he JUST aint willing to do ahem

so ramadan is screwing us over by falling in the middle of summer vacations meaning we can either do the...