I honestly don't feel like talking to anyone at all right now. It’s not that I didn’t try. I did and it required so much of efforts that I eventually went into this crazy silent mode and failed miserably. I don't want anyone to know what I'm going through. I don't want anyone to find out what's wrong. I just feel like really shutting all doors on everyone. The very instant when I do feel the need to talk to someone, I don't find that person around. I understand people are busy in their lives and...

I finally got some.

I'll write more, but its so distracting with strangers in the house...

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Is playing the lotto really considered gambling & is it really haram? I am a bit confused. To me it's not like your cheating anyone, your just taking a chance, and you either win/lose, but its just your odds. Not like you do anything wrong to make your odds better....etc.

On the same token, going to a casino and playing just a few rounds for fun, is that really wrong. My mom has always told me how it's haram, but I never really got it, just agreed. It is one thing I am an...

rain rain.. lots of rain.. its been insanely insanely hot... hot as in baby clad in diaper only, that hot.

so we just got rain.. YES YES.. maybe it was my rain dance i did today that led to the rain.. rain dance is just a respectable way of putting how i squirmed and danced around in circles and pattered here and there trying to control my bladder whilst i tried to finish off putting him to sleep... putting him down and going to pee woulda interrupted the sleep process and woken him...

has expanded so much... its quite incredible and so cute at the same time

when she wakes up, she has about 10 stories to tell you and she is speaking so fast she loses track and u can see the poor thing thinking hard...but she gets stuck at

"umm mama... umm mama.. mama..."

and i just give her a huge hug and she's arrite..

today, we taught her how to say "im a bogan" because she is one. She's the biggest bogan i know (of...