So i find focusing on anyone of these could land you in trouble. What does that mean?That, children, gives us the message of damned if you do or damned if you dont. Sometimes every one is out to get you, life is designed to toughen you up, the birds are patrolling the skies just so they could land one on you and bla bla bla.

Yea my didactic drift is on along with weekend spirit.

I'm beginning to wonder how imbalanced I am. How erratic I am, how irrational.

How do I make decisions, really? If left alone, with no family advice, would I ever have made the decisions I have made to date?

Some of them have been good decisions - sound, well-reasoned, and my gut never churned in response to them.

A lot were just plain lucky. Well, a few of them were. Not so much anymore...must have peeved off Luck somewhere along the line.
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I cannot leave my religion . it is everything to me.

are tired .. its not that we are tired .. after constantly running through and after everything our treacherous souls find no shelter from the demons of our wishes . this makes us tired .

what was best turns out to be worst .

what life gives, takes away ourselves .

what is this menace . theres no end no start and yet we are unable to define ourselves. our goals and our achievements.
what will become of a man . we are running towards god by running...

becaz i cannot be a meany .... :sigh:

say it all .. beginning from

tere naam

bakhuda tum he ho

teray bin main yuun kaisay jiya

tum bin jiya jaye kaisay

teray haath main mera haath ho

sajan g ghar aye

dil walay dhulaniya lay jain gye

abh peechay kia reh gya . everything said and done

have missed MICHEAL JACKSON . they have missed alot