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Life is all about conflicts of interests and my reason for existence is to balance them all, or swing between one uncontrollable lust to the next unavoidable guilt then jump to peaceful passion and everything in between.

I have lost one of my watches. I don't own many (just two and now one) but the one, now no where to be found, had a stop watch that helped me keep track of my pace as I run. But more importantly, I have lost the mp3 player. It wasn't worth much, nor were the songs...

to norway.

im keeping my hands free so have backpack and will be carrying baby in babybjorn.. am i happy. NO.

hell i hate carrying even a purse and here i am looking like a donkey!

everything is so heavy

trying to not have check in baggage so cant take push chair. norwegian air doesnt allow push chairs on board. has to be checked in at baggage, so that defeats the purpose.

and as if he knows ammi is tense already today,...

It has been a while sense I visited this site, I find my self at a lost for words because I have gone through so much drama sense the last time I visited. I find my self being more passive in life, I am letting Allah guide me into whatever path whatever direction he deems I should go, good or bad. Everything in life is a test, a challenge, to make a person stronger, or even just so the person can find his or her strengths. I don't know why I was put into the path I was put in years ago, all i know...