barriii sundaar dekhti hoooo

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ok that was meant to be yelled at myself..

it seems that i have disappeared for a while from blogging.. not that anyone would've noticed.. but yeah .. started my own blog and that kept me busy .. along with work.. things are moving fast..


so approx 1 month left till i go back to Pakistan.. i am excited but sad..

this is my first trip in 10 years.. i am so excited to see my country again.. i knw i knw its sorta pathetic but really i miss...

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So the economy is going down.. the sky is falling and Google stocks are going down fast...

what this all mean to those who are trying to create a meaningful startup?

it means that we need to have the ability to burn through our existing cash pile very very carefully. It is going to be tough to get big clients to spend like they used to we need to tighten our belts.

I have been thinking of how to proceed with our next 6 month planning to ride through...

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So i have been thinking and wondering how do people in Pakistan/India get to decide, or get to research on which university to attend?


:thinking:


something for me to think about while at lunch...

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aur bhi cheezain bahut si lut chuki hain dil kay saath
yeh bataya doostoon nay ishq farmanay kay baad
issi liye kamray ki kar ik ik cheez check karta hoon mein
ik teray anay sey pehlay ik teray janay ka baad

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my heart just broke into like a gazillion pieces when my roommate, who just got here from Pakistan like a month ago and lived all his life in Pakistan .. can't read urdu

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This morning while driving to work, I had a sad realization -- I might not be able to achieve my dreams.

It was a weird feeling. I felt really down, hopeless and depressed. I have always believed that everyone of us has a purpose to be on this planet (besides praying to Allah).

I don't want to be rich, I don't want to be the king of xyz or anything like that. I just want to do something worthwhile. I want to make sure that I contribute something positive to the society....

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*sigh* the saddest part of the whole Eid day is that I am away from my family. This is my 5th Eid that is going to be a lonely one.. gonna go for Eid prayers in the morning and then off to work...

oo its gonna be a long day....

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hmm so i had been working on this project for last 2 months .. very hard, spending overtime at work to try to get things done. As i am the only one who works on the client side of our product, things were a bit crazy with all the legacy stuff n other things..

there were about 2 other teams involved in the other parts of this project

and today my manager tells me that the LAWYERS could not agree on the terms between our company and the other company whose product we...

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is the easiest thing to do. It takes real courage to standup for what you believe in.


just some random stuff....

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coming soon.. dec 7th is fast approaching and I still have to prep .. for some reason i am very calm about it..

khair bhai ki shaadi hai maza aye ga..

after 10 years i will be back where i have always wanted to be!!! i need to loose a lot of weight before going there coz i am going to eat non-stop lol

so how do i start loosing this weight.. i am already running on treadmil 30 mins everyday.. rozay hain so khana ka routine is all messed up.. lekin i...

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I had an interesting debate yesterday with a bunch of uncles vs me.

Their argument: there is nothing one person can do in Pakistan that can even remotely help solve the problem.

My argument: there is a lot an individual person can do in Pakistan that can definitely solve most of our problems.

I got the feeling that somewhere after 1947 we lost the value of hardwork. We seem to expect things to fall in our lap without any hardwork.

for...

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well i am sick.. but i am at work.. don't knw why.. sigh

i feel like having chicken soup after aftari.. or for aftari.. lekin i don't think i would have the energy to make a chicken soup for myself..


any volunteers?

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maybe its just the lack of sleep or maybe its something else.. but lately i have been feeling the urge to take 6 months off from work and just take a nice long vacation..

as much as i would like to travel around the world after shaadi, I just think that the whole idea will be met with a lot of resistance.. from family and more importantly my back account..

sigh..

i am going to Pak this December after 10 yrs and that too at my elder bros wedding so...

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so things have been finalized unofficially!!!! yay!!!!..

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