it seems...

I'm made to understand.

A shift in perspective.

Not necessarily welcomed but enlightening.

It's been awhile...

I'm cold...

Blame it on the fact that I stayed in one of the dresses i've been trying out while I ended up surfing the internet for possible alternatives...

I just have to go to the stores and try some more dresses (as if I have the time!) sigh

Something's in the air because people around me seem to be getting married.

If not that...

Having babies.

My best friend is having a baby! ...

Maybe Good Luck is not the lack of having to deal with bad experiences.

It could be how fast you can manage them.

She's Super Girl

Who am I to say I otherwise?

I'm just Super Mommy.

So she goes, "Mommy mommy, I got super powers!"

"I can help people."

"I can save them from the enemy."

"I can turn bad people to animals!"

For the life of me - all I could do was just stand there and laugh.

She looked puzzled and I did try to stop.

It just really took me...

to rest my head on at the end of the day...
to shelter me through the night till I can face another day...
to comfort and reassure me that every thing will be alright...
And that tomorrow will always be there waiting with patience in sight...

Sometimes, I find it hard to trust in my judgment.

I've been very wrong before.

So I'd rather not make choices that I'll later regret.

Yet, herein lies the rub.

How do you know if it's instinct or fear?

One should guide you while the other paralyzes you.

Is it fair to think one as positive and the other negative?

A healthy dose of fear guides one, too, right?

I don't know anymore.

...

if something is too good to be true...

Is it really?

If you're offered a piece of heaven, will you turn it down just because you're scared?

*blush*

Here I was this morning regretting my emotional outburts (read: whining) of last night and place my entry on personal thinking it's equivalent to private entry.

Turns out I was wrong (I think). LOL

Thanks for the commiserations though.

They were well-appreciated.

Now can any of you teach me how the blog controls work?

How do you make entries private?

Is that even possible or the whole journal...

I got into trouble at work.

The funny (or unfunny) thing was I was called on something totally unrelated to the main issue.

They couldn't get me on the main issue because I was simply doing my job while they (people from the other department) were not doing theirs.

So...

I was told that I do not greet people.

Like "good morning" etc kind of greetings

Hmmmmm......

I do not deliberately greet or...

I know...

Each time I thought about writing then I change my mind.

I tend to write about my frustrations and difficulties and where is the fun in that?

But anyhow I got an A in my Stats class!

It's not about bragging (mind you) it's just pure gratefulness and amazement that I got it.

For some reason, my professor was unaware (according to him) with my difficulties (love-hate relationship) with numbers.

Aren't I such a...

I'm sorely tempted.

I heart my iphone to death!

I truly do.

Why?

Simply because I have all my books (be it e-books or audio-books) in there and I get to read/listen anytime and anywhere.

BUT

Kindle 2...

Darn my covetous eyes!

I want it!

Must resist!

I do NOT need it.

Darn Kindle!

of my frustrations is my difficulty in expressing myself.
I'm more able to put my thoughts down on paper than verbally expressing them.
It's really more of failing to communicate effectively interaction-wise.
I can write down my perception of things, organize my thoughts that way, too, but telling people about them is another matter.
It's just frustrating that's all.
I want to be better at it.

it's making my head ache.

i've been staring at the thing for hours now.

and still...

I can't figure it out.

I curse the fact that I can't make friends easy to save my life.

or in this case to finish this homework

it would be nice to be able to ask around

but no...

this will teach me to try.

to make friends easier?

or to do better?

either would work
...

I'm like I really don't know and it's so embarrassing to ask because it's probably so easy for other people.

I think it's a trick question but I'm not sure.

It's so annoying!

One Question left!

Just 1 Question and it's torturing me!

Addendum:

Question:

1 student is randomly selected from 4 regions:NE, NC, S, W

What is the probability of 1 student coming from NE & NC?
...

You'd think it wouldn't be such a big deal anymore but it is!
Well, it's more the class than anything else.
Stats II using SPSS
I don't remember anything about part I.
Again, you'd think that would spur me to studying ahead of time like I did last year.
But I was dragging my feet till the last minute to buy the text and software.
So tonight is the night.
I did manage to e-mail the prof to give me lecture notes for part I.
Took the class in...