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An extract from a letter
Posted Oct 17th, 2009 at 03:55 PM by *Disco~Duck*
Updated Oct 17th, 2009 at 04:00 PM by *Disco~Duck*
Updated Oct 17th, 2009 at 04:00 PM by *Disco~Duck*
I recieved this today from my baby bro
''....Did you know when we were in court in the canteen when i got the keys of Tahira i went home, can you believe that? I seen Zain lying down with a duvet over hime, he was awake sucking his dummy, i kissed him 9 or 10 times as as i was walking out of the door i looked back..he was looking at me and tears came into my eyes, i bet you cant believe i went home from corown court, if you dont believe me ask mum, when i was going out of the door i looked at him and something was telling me that i was not going to see him again...''
That horrid day when we went to court, there were couple of things scheduled before us...but they'd asked us to get there by 10am. So they told us to eat and drink in the canteen....he did go out........for so long that his solicitor come running saying they were ready for him .....and i started ringing and texting him to get back up and go immediately to court cuz he didnt want to be late....i was secretly cursing at him for being so silly as to have gone to the car...i thought he'd gone for a cigarette or smoething....
Hubby continues not to be supportive...i dont think he quite grasps how bad of an effect this is having. Does he think im being dramatic about it? Or like going OTT? That letter killed it for me today.....been depressed since. But i try and get on and move about......and when he nitpicks on small things...it gets me sooooooooooo angry. Like cant that comment be kept back, just so i am able to think and breathe without extra stress.......like why are you changnig his nappy in that room? or he threw those crisps because you mus have put them there.....ARGHHH this ulcer, my bros situation, a nagging man......arghhhh
''....Did you know when we were in court in the canteen when i got the keys of Tahira i went home, can you believe that? I seen Zain lying down with a duvet over hime, he was awake sucking his dummy, i kissed him 9 or 10 times as as i was walking out of the door i looked back..he was looking at me and tears came into my eyes, i bet you cant believe i went home from corown court, if you dont believe me ask mum, when i was going out of the door i looked at him and something was telling me that i was not going to see him again...''
That horrid day when we went to court, there were couple of things scheduled before us...but they'd asked us to get there by 10am. So they told us to eat and drink in the canteen....he did go out........for so long that his solicitor come running saying they were ready for him .....and i started ringing and texting him to get back up and go immediately to court cuz he didnt want to be late....i was secretly cursing at him for being so silly as to have gone to the car...i thought he'd gone for a cigarette or smoething....
Hubby continues not to be supportive...i dont think he quite grasps how bad of an effect this is having. Does he think im being dramatic about it? Or like going OTT? That letter killed it for me today.....been depressed since. But i try and get on and move about......and when he nitpicks on small things...it gets me sooooooooooo angry. Like cant that comment be kept back, just so i am able to think and breathe without extra stress.......like why are you changnig his nappy in that room? or he threw those crisps because you mus have put them there.....ARGHHH this ulcer, my bros situation, a nagging man......arghhhh
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Bless you DD
I really hope things get better for you
hugPosted Oct 17th, 2009 at 05:19 PM by Confucius
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I'm sorry to hear everything that's going on DD. I haven't been here in ages and just read some things that were happening.
May God help you, your family, and your lil bro through this.
::hugs::Posted Oct 17th, 2009 at 06:16 PM by PureSunlight
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Posted Oct 17th, 2009 at 06:52 PM by sweet.i.f
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Posted Oct 17th, 2009 at 07:52 PM by Masi Museebtay
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I'm so sorry you have to go through this.May Allah help your family through this tough time.Posted Oct 17th, 2009 at 11:56 PM by s_mk
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May Allah make this time easier for you and your family ameen
Posted Oct 18th, 2009 at 07:49 AM by AngelMist
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