...and dolled up for going out. I'm wearing a lime shalwar kmeez lol. Bet it sounds awful, but its actually quite nice.

I want to go to chatsworth house. Its where pride and prejudice was shot. And its only 18 miles from us here. And its like GORGEUS.

Im sure it features in a lot of bolly flicks too. Its got this maze in it, and im sure you see kajol running around in it, in some film

And its like....there, like right there...so why not visit?

We had a proper breakfast today. The last time i had a proper breakfast was weeks ago, and the last time in this house...was MONTHs ago.

It's a gorgeus gorgeus gorgeus day and them two are coming so we will go out.

Me n him went shopping early in the morning, and the house is beautifully clean cuz i spent four hours on it last nite...

Inshallah today will be relaxing....and im gona laze it out

tobah....i was horrendous.

We drove around this quiet industrial estate, then onto the main roads....and THEN....he took me on a major roundabout.

Three lanes, i tell you.... THREE LANES

Tobah, meri tho bas hogayi

I stalled as i was about to enter the roundabout, cuz i glanced over to the right and i saw all thse cars coming. And i let go of the steering and said...aaaah take over ...lol

The cars were going to stop because...

I wana capture this mausam, this laziness, this beautiful breeze, the slow rhythm of the cars, the music.........i feel so carefree, i'm like wrapped up....and i want to stay here


it's so cosy


but but but but...

nononononono

I got betterthings to do tomorrow

t and farah are gona come, and we're going out to the country..im gona cook some food....



aaj cb ki bday hea.....she...

...that vegetable, the swede, the shalgam is ommitting a foul odour around the office

did i mention last weekend i met my best mate nosheen from school. We were bestttest of friends all the way till college...like omg, 8 years ago !!!!

And she has dropped so much in size and weight...we both nearly didnt recognise each other.

Hehehe

Good thing is she lives just before we enter the hills to sheffield...so next time im driving through, ill stop by

...where do the days go? Before i know it, it's friday.

And the weekends fly quicker than the week. Uff, now i really get what the elders mean when they say life goes so fast you don't even realise. And i used to think yahayah, old codgers....but now i agree

Khair, tonight...i'm making shalgam, and i'll make roti. He did apologise for coming across rudely.

I'll clean the house...just in time for 9.30 drama time.

I aim to have everything...

...sheffield city should be prepared for every eventuality tonight.

I shall be hitting the road

He purchased the L plates, and guess who is driving

I am, i am

I need to learn to think independantly instead of being fed instructions by the instructor

:neerrrvousss:

We're talking because it wasn't a fight fight, but i'm still maddddd and i am never ever going to suggest he have a takeaway again. I can not and will not tolerate tanay.

I hate them

... i feel like im doing all the slaving in this rship.

Like, im planning our future, how things are going to turn out..whats best for us n kids...

Why should i have to

Yea, there was a fight

We get in from work at half 9, him picking me from work as he was in the library studyin

He says im going to read namaz, and plz prep some food cuz im starved

Id asked him in the car to get some sabzi so i could make some salan, but he goes no....garlic bread n chips will do

So in between watching dramas, considering he was hungry i ...made the garlic bread n chips n veggie burger

I set the drinks and...

...biatch on the phone

The first i ever had the misfortune to deal with

Overzealous, typical, screeching american

All day long i been tripping around her, making calls, being reasonable...and what does she say

She has 3 speeding tickets
She is getting disqualified
I have been rushing around getting her representation
Her solicitor in our firm is assigning the case to a barrister
And she is screeching and complaining...

...get rid of this heavy heart feeling.

It's like i can feel my heart, it's all sunken inside and it does hurt. I can point to it. It's not just an emotion. It feels almost physical.

And yesterdays discussions are not or should not even be a reason

Hubby has a presentation at this firm next week, and now .... his staying here depends on him getting a good enough job. Plssssssssss god plsss

void

..dead busy at work last night.

After each call, we have to write detailed notes and it's tough when you've got call after call. So this morning i only had like 4 notes, and 4 callbacks to do. On top of what im getting through today

I shouldnt complain though....work is a blessing when you think about the right being snatched away you