I am excited about my first Nikkie and Nina and HSY outfits. They are not hevay kaam walay but still the cut is great!! Just have to wiat to wear the Nikkie Nina next week (IA)!!

Is it even normal to be excited about work just because you will buy a new work wardrobe? I am freakish!!

was very overwhelming. There is so much to do I don't know if I will be able to handle it! I work from home too besides the office but still it was way too much and seems that there is more work lined up!! Did I make the right decision?

Well we worked it out with the nanny and it seems fine now. She test drove my SUV to see if she could work it as she drives a smaller car herself and that seems ok too. I am not so worried about my work so much as I am about the nanny showing up. Reminds me of work in Pakistan when I used to be worried about the driver showing up.

And she doesn't want me to claim childcare in my taxes (so she doesn't ahve to pay it herself, a common thing I hear) so here goes a big chunk of my exemption!...

So I have this seemingly perfect nanny lined up (she actually was my second choice but the first one took some physciatric drug, a common one for anxiety but still). Then I emailed her the nanny contract to have a look over and she refuses saying, I don't want to sign it, its too specific! Specific?? It outlines her duties and I don't know--- maybe I am too anal and made sure to put everything in there. Well, I have told her to come over and we can talk about it. But I am nervous now, I am due to...

Why do I feel like half a desi sometimes or an alein. It might be cliched to say so. But I just can't stand how people are rude like that. Its been mnetioned lots of times but I feel affronted everytime people cross their limits without realizing that they have done it ----yet again!!

I had a ladies night out after spulrging on an Alice and Olivia top. This girl had to spoil it for me. Asking did you have a c-section? I asked why did she say that she says oh your tummy sticks out...

Why is that you really find one of a kind things when you can't spend more money? The sales, the must haves seem to be waiting for me to be on a budget. Also, why did a Ulta Store have to open up near me? Sephora was good enough but Ulta with its enticing sales is another story.

I start a new job next month after a considerable break. Kind of nervous, not about the work itself. Should I be? But more about how I will manage the day doing all that i used to do before, the kids and still work. Will I get very crabby? I am coping by making a list of stuff to buy after the job. It motivates me somehow to make it all work. Whatever works!

I am so anal and planned about everything. I am so not a spur of the moment person. I wish I were one of those people who just...