ohh wat a timing.. the moment i was about to ask her out.. she told me this news with a lot of joy that she got a rishta from pakistan and she said yes to it. Hello?.. u telling me this just 1 day before valentines day?.. when i was gona ask u out?.. why?.. could she be lying?..maybe?.. maybe she said this so i could tell her how i feel about her?... i know she want me to express myself to her.. but cant she say she like me?.. what the hell !

its been almost 3 years now , we know eachother so well.. but alassss!! she only think of me as her friend.. nothing else.. but im sure if i say that i like her very much..she wont refuse me..but i dont know something is holding me back.. i just cant seem to have enough courage to go up to her and tell her how i feel about her... damn, everytime i look at her.. i forget about everything around me..

ahhh... i wish if she cud read my eyes... she mailed me after 2 months..asking how i...

this semester is going awful!... i study my ass off and when i see the exam in front of me...i forget everythin right at that moment..what the helllllllll is wrong with meeeeeee!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!... this semester just went wasted..but ill ace next semester..cuz if i fail any of the class this sem...ima gonna have to take it again... right now im getting awful marks in 2 of my classes but i just go to those classes to actually understand whats goin on in there..so the next time if i have to take...