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so I took mum to doctor today to show her reports. The doctor said nothing to worry about. She had high cholesterol and high sugar but there is nothing wrong with her heart and there are no sign of heart attack. Alhumdulillah!!!!

I've been going through so many different stages of emotions that i don't know anymore how to react to things. She was talking to me on Saturday afternoon and after three hours i saw her in emergency, trying hard to breathe off the oxygen mask. Life can be...

my mother was taken to emergency today. She is back at home but still having hard time breathing. I request everyone out there to make a special duaa for her during Namaz. Thanks.

May Allah give her health and a fast recovery. Ameen.

who thinks like me? If EVERYONE you know thinks in one way and you are the only one who is thinking in different way, does that mean you are wrong and everyone else is right? People in my family have such strong opinion about their beliefs that they don't want to see the other side of the coin at all. I sometimes think I'm not a part of this family. How come I am the only one who is not willing to accept certain traditions/saying of our family and everyone else is O.K. with it? Why don't...

... They need to stop forcing kids into stuff!

Maybe the kid doesn't wana become the doc ... maybe he doesn't want to study at all... Maybe instead of forcing and the emotional blackmailing, they should encourage the kid in whatever he is good at. Maybe for once they need to think that as much as they have the right on our lives, we have the right too and by forcing, they are not really making our lives. I understand that all parents have dreams and hopes that become stronger as their...

shab bhar raha charcha teraa ... kese na kaha yeh chand hay ... kese na kaha chehra teraaa ...

here is yesterday's moon.

i really wish if i could stop wishing what others have. I can have it but i don't... so frustrating when you can have something but you just don't

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned that...

could it get any worst?

50 days left.. before i fly to pak. insha'Allah.











sigh .. i feel blue. things arent right but hope they do soooooon.

Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyyy! MUAHHH! may you have many many moree. Wishing you the bestest of everything. hamesa khuss rahoo. May Allah give you all the happiness you deserve in life and may you always have that beautiful smile on your face . May Allah show you light when all other lights go off. Ameen. Have a wonderful day tomorrow.

ayman: indeed you are one of the most beautifulestestest person i have ever met in my life. I truely adore you. I wouldn't trade you for the World. Thank...

its snowing its snowing its snowing!!

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after days n days of syapa, frustration and tears i put mehndi on my handssssssssss. wooooooooohooooooooooooooo! no chocolate [cake]though

shah rukh yeh lo pic, khuss ho jaoo







Eid mubarak and a very very happy new yearrrrr to everyoneeeeeee! May all your dreams come true and may this year be blessed with happiness.

so who rated my journal?!?! they took one start away from me! why o why you think my journal isn't 'very good' but its 'average'???!?

other than my drama here are chocolates for those who did give me 4 stars