i still cant believe that i survive two accident in a single day. Seriously people are on back of my car pissing me off. i was praying all day long until i got home i dont get the third accident. i also came with few theories what are the possibilities of two accident in a single day and similar accident.

1. some one has put hit (supari) on me
2. it was completely random and nothing to do with each other.
3. my brother came up with this one " your car backs...

that you want to write part of your life and just put it some secret place and it could be found by the people who were close to you once you left this world. Any of you feel that way or is just me acting as a weired person ??

i got my best friend back i am happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i think this sunday has been the best since i am here. I woke up, shower namaz, quran. then i decided to go and sit by the lake. i sit there litreally for 2-3 hours.

Wrote a letter to my parents even though i talk to them on webcam everyday. Still i find writing a letter is sweet and you feel so much attachment in that. it was peaceful and quite. only thing i could hear there was sound of water and birds talking.

then came home talk to parents, and friends. Ate lunch...

ok lets start with first where i live.

this is a view from my apartment


from my apartment 3 mins walk and there is lake





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How should i insert the pictures over here i already uploaded those in a album. Help please

It has been more than a month that i am living alone , kind of adventure but nothing like home either. In this month i have cooked follwoing dishes;

moong ke daal = was over cooked but taste was faboulaous.

Chicken karahi - every thing was cooked properly but for some reason my tomatos were not properly tender.

Alo ke bujhiya - came out to be just fine not bad not too good either.

Fish - made for 20 people was made perfectly fine....

i was invited by the desi doctor last night at the dinner. The only doctor and muslim in the eitire town. He gave me a very warm welcome. I took a coconut chocholate cake with me for his family.
Finally felt like eid when i was presented sheer koherma as well 4 more dishes to eat. It was good

After work i decided to celebrate my wid with few co-worker of mine. We went to the shooting range and shoot freeze bee. i got 4 out 25 getting there

I have to meet this doctor i called yesterday. thoughts are running my head that what kind of person he will be and all blah blah blah

Writing this post from my work

I performed my fajar prayers in the morning and start getting ready for the office. While i was on my way to office i was thinking that "what a eid day, that i have to work ." when i got to the office one of my collegues brought the breakfast for me since it was my first day of eating after ramzan. the bag said "Happy EAT DAY " hahahaha

Then in a break time i saw local clinic have a desi and muslim name as a doctor. thats all i needed i called and got very warm...

In my entire life i always had my family memeber and friends on eid days. This eid i will have no one to even hug on eid day. no family no friend and not even a single muslim in the entire town .


I hope, pray and wish all of you HAPPY EID

my parents came back today, feelsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss awsome to seee them , at least i don't feel wired in this big house. both of them got weaker since they were sick in enitire trip, and taking rest right now.

i am happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yyyyyyyyyy

i am missing parents really bad, they suppose to come back in a month that was the orginal deal with my father, until i had to manage his business. i was like ok no problem but only for a month. I asked yesterday when r u coming back, and he goes "depend on my mood" i am missing them

on the other day i heard junoon after long time, remined me of old days. so i go back listen junoon famous songs, awaz, amir zaki, fakiher alam, hadiqa kiyani , shazia mazoor, and first time i am listining to strings. I am hook with these old bands remined of old days. These bands have thier own charm completely different types of songs. I am so use to hearing indian song here in USA it feels good to hear our old bands. oh man i am having fun

any of you listining songs and...

I am noticing something from last few days that i am feeling pretty frutrated. Normally i don't get upsat so easily for some reason i am. Anyways the point is when i am upsat i feel very very uncomfortable in front of poeple i am not close to. or far away friend i mean very uncomfortable. I just want to be withing my scure circle to take my time adjust my self and mentally prepare myself to go out again. very strange

yah play pool beat my brother

waiting...