It's Friday! :-) I'm so glad that the weekend is here. I feel SO much better today. Alhamdulillah. I can BREATHE properly. I feel less anxious. I have a better out-look on things. Things changed or starting to look up? No. Not a whole lot. It's just that I've been able to talk to my husband about my deepest darkest fears...i told him what I wanted to do and what i COULDN'T do without the fear of being judged or being looked down upon. It took me A LOT of courage to say admit my short-comings and...

Imli ka boota beri ka pair...
imli khatti meethe bair
Is jungle main HUM DO SHER *rawr*
chal ghar jaldi HO GAYEE DAIR!

chhyyeeaaahhh

No matter what happens OR no matter how often life leaves us with a slashed wrist, expectation is to clean up, put a bandage and move the heck on. Well hello there reality! Whatever it is that I go through, I HAVE to deal with it whether I like it or I don't. I have to answer the various questions that are thrown my way. With every single answer I reiterate my failures and short-comings. It is difficult. I find it sad because I haven't asked OR aimed for anything UNREALISTIC or OUTRAGEOUS. But hey,...

You are SUCH a pain in EVERYONE'S LIFE. Do you see it now? You have hurt and caused problems with EVERY SINGLE person you’ve known in your life. I really can't think of a SINGLE person who would be happy with you. NOT EVEN A SINGLE PERSON. EVERYONE has a complaint against you. They ALL HATE you. They just can't SAY it. They’re being NICE. You are a BLOODY FAILURE! Ever since you were a BABY you've given your mom NOTHING but a tough time. In your early years you were the most DESTRUCTIVE child out...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1LYMyg0_-Q

Nuff Said!