TGIF

It's Friday! :-) I'm so glad that the weekend is here. I feel SO much better today. Alhamdulillah. I can BREATHE properly. I feel less anxious. I have a better out-look on things. Things changed or starting to look up? No. Not a whole lot. It's just that I've been able to talk to my husband about my deepest darkest fears...i told him what I wanted to do and what i COULDN'T do without the fear of being judged or being looked down upon. It took me A LOT of courage to say admit my short-comings and the mistakes I've made. I HONESTLY felt SO relieved... seriously... it was precious moment for me Alhamdulillah. I did it. Kudos to me

I'm working till 8. So less than 3 hours to go. I really hope the next couple of hours fly by. I'm going to quickly pick up some groceries on my way back home. I'm planning to make shepherd's pie for him tonight along with rotisserie chicken + hummus. I've chicken almost ready so that shouldn't take too long. It's just the pie that'll take up some time. I wanna clean up after that so that I am done cleaning up for the weekend and I can just laundry and focus on other things. I'm going to ask him him to take me to Lakeshore just for a walk at some point over... I just wanna relax..maybe go for a hot-stone massage.. *sigh* I'm truly and utterly tiiyyyuuurrredd