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What do you do when you spend countless hours finding the ‘perfect present’ (long over due) for your best friend’s birthday and she starts acting all weird and distant? She’s been suffering from severe depression. I find it extremely hard to deal with her but I certainly haven’t given up on her. I will continue being there for her as long as I possibly can. I don’t know if I should give it to her yet or just wait till ‘things get better’ and then give it to her? I don’t know…it doesn’t feel the same…

The weekend has been turning out pretty okay so far. Alhamdulillah. I spent a good chunk of my time today at the Honda dealership test driving cars. I tried 4-5 cars at least and finally came to a conclusion. I realized that even though we, as human beings, make plans, watch them get ruined or distroyed for one reason or the other but sometimes what prevails instead is much more comforting and, in essence, just better. I realize that sometimes it takes to get a few people ‘naraz’ to rectify relationships and people who are much more important than anything in the world. I realize sometimes you have to make certain choices and decisions in life that might involve risks and dangers…sometimes you gotta gamble in life…wo kehte hain na karwa ghot peena parta hai kabhi kabhi…there are uncertainties and it bothers us but you gotta TAKE the step! I do realize that I can’t keep everyone happy at all times…

*sigh*

We watched Paranormal activity tonight. It was pretty okay. I didn’t find it too scary. Waseem tried scaring me on the way back =S He’s sleeping now and all I can do is watch him sleep…RATHER HEAR him sleep cus he snores TOO loud! I’m gonna call it a night.