This dish is carefully crafted under the guidance of my guru chief Moni. Recipe is copyright protected and I can't disclose.

Btw It was YUMMMMMMMY and I enjoyed it with orange juice

Finally I got it ... with Schwarzenegger's sign on it

No its not just an autograph by that famous actor but he signed it as Governor ... and its not just an ordinary piece of paper but light yellow color diploma for my masters. Yup now I am a masters of computer science ... finally.

Pretty costly though. When I look back now I see a huge pile of things that I sacrificed for this piece of paper. My country, family, friends, emotions, youth, innocence, a peaceful life,...

Yesterday Sam was angry at her bf. I tried to calm her down but she said something. I might not be able to forget. She said:

You know, first you like them, you date them, then you fall in love and then you stay for too long so now you can't stand their bull****s so you only keep them around for money.
you will see, someday it will be the same for you but you won't keep them around for money, cuz u r man. You make the money. You will keep them around to bear children and mother...

Another semester at its end. I can feel its dying breath and dropping heart beat. My another friend is leaving me, with some good some bad some mixed memories. Someone who you can't hold on to forever, or it will turn into a cancer. Will eat up my whole self and future. But anyways my dying friend good bye to you. Better leave me with some good grades or else ... umm ... I'll just replace you. With a better, younger and prettier new semester. Yea thats how cold I am ...

In the...

It is here. Long awaited. Will take 3 classes this semester. InshaAllah my goal is to take that last class from CS department and get over with my first degree. Second one will take some time. Specially now its getting interesting and thrilling.

I had two classes yesterday. Back to back. Pretty interesting. Few old and few new faces. The highlight of very first class as always was the introduction. Tells a lot about the people who you are sitting with and sharing this experience. I...

I am in Loveeeeeee ... *faints*

They are hurting

I played it after so long. My left hand fingers got soft and now it hurts. It will take at least a week before tips get hard enough and I will start enjoying it, instead of doing 'ouch 'ouch' after every song.

I know I need to work on it. But I am happy that some old practice payed off. They were moving by them selves. Almost same as when I type without looking at keyboard. It made me happy.

Salute to Mr. Bill Epps for being...

Such a strange and powerful thing. Just changes every thing. Emotions, Faces, Relations, Pain, Happiness, Life ... everything. But i guess mostly personality. No matter how strong or weak we are, it just changes us to a complete different person. At one moment we feel like dying and same day, same time next year we are all so normal and at peace. But off course with a vacuum that covers the whole cause of being alive.

We are just cruel. To us, to others, to whom we love and to whom...

I opened the door and entered into that dream world. She was such a true beauty. Blond hairs, perfect face and big eyes. My first thought was that I wish she could cut my hairs. God listened

First thing she asked me was 'How u pronounce your name' ... How cute ... she doesn't wanted to offend me. Than she flipped her hair and looked right into my eyes and asked 'how u want your hairs' ... cute na ... ... She was very swift, clean and expert. She had such a smooth hands as i can...

1st was the day to move to my new apartment. We gona be 4 fellows to live there. Its such a tiresome thing to do. First i booked UHaul online, than confirm it by calling them. Than i called my friend to help me move my stuff. He was kind enough to do that. Nice fellow. I found that turks are very mysterious people. Very much lost into their own world, but always ready to help you out and very sensitive people.

Anyways, it was a long day. Moving all stuff and fixing them up in new apartment....

Don't hve enough courage to post on main forum ... so posting it here .

Its Fish baked with Bell Pepper and potato











PS: Recipe provided by Princess Fiona

... that its over ...

Close u'r eyes and fall back in time. Feel those loving memories that u ever had. Let u'r mind float like a petal in the gust of memories. Let this soul fly out of this statue. Let it be a messenger from the past. Just let it be ...

Now a days i like this gazal. Neither i drink, nor i love anyone in THIS way. I don't know why. I tried to figure out, but couldn't

App bhee enjoy karain

On 1st i have my exam. Core exam. For my degree. I hope i will pass it. Just nervous about it. But InshaAllah I will. After that i just have to finish of two more classes ... or phir degree khatam ...

Wah wah ... Allah karay asa he ho. Ameeeennn ... suma .. Ameen ...

Wessay degree khatam ho bhee gai tu kia ho ga ... ummm ... May be i'll start feeling more intelligent or intellectual. But i don't think so, may be i can pretend like one, but deep down inside i m same...