I got so sick and tired of people around me so i decided to change my behavior totally.

I don't complain, don't say anything and nor do i give my opinion anymore.

Now everyone is going Whats wrong with nia?

Cut off on calls and meetings its working - sometimes certain people just annoy the crap out of you.

I use to get so upset when people around me especially women made faces the moment age issue came in conversation.

I never really understood it. I have few close friends who are going through major age issue. I see their point now.

I am turning 25 soon. That number scares me i got a lot of white "lateeen" as well. My bones hurt every now and then. Getting old is a scary thing.

I guess the main reason to have a journal is to put all your thoughts online so people can read it and figure out how miserable your pathetic life is.

Well! i thought why not share more complains.

Some people in my life get on my damn Fkin nerves. Now if i kick them out of my lfie i will get a label of being a B. Which does not really bother me since i know i am one already.

I am extremely helpful, very nice blah and blah for those that i like. People...

You know it hurts when friends who came close to you betray you. Its hard to forget them and to move on.

jab dil se log utar jate hain tu its really over...

Just had a flat tire .. Road side assistant service of Enterprise is pretty good. They promise to shwo up within 1 hr.

I had to drive from NY to PA with this budhi woman. Who has nothing else to do but to complain she had to go to PA. In her thick Romanian accent "oh my gosh i hade[hate] over here..". while i am the only one who had to drive. Even during the entire time we were there she had nothing better to say. I like her line " Everybody when you take them individual...

its fun to drive between 80-100 in middle of night on wavy roads...

every now and then i just take off my scarf open up my hair and roll those windows down and enjoy fresh air going through my hair

its a nice feeling...

staying alone in a hotel in middle of night can take you back far in your thoughts...

will post pictures of beautiful mountains of Pottsville PA :~)

Its so easy to sit there and play the role of instigator when it comes to your friends or family who is being mistreated by another person such as husband or in laws. To speak up or use vurglar language are two different things.

A dear friend of mine who has no education and is mother of 3 kids goes through an abusive life. Her husband who is 40 is totally mama's little boy. This friend is 1 and half year older then me; i am 24.

She went to her parents 2 years ago...

asa nahee usey bhula diya hai
yeh aur bat hai usey yaad nahe kartey

Today was one hell of a boring day.
But finally at night I spoke with a friend and she invited me to go and see a haunted house in Long Island with her.

It took us 2 hours just to get in the place but those 2 hours were surely worth it.
As we entered the house you see a tub and a toilet surrounded by human waste, huge rats, small intestine all over the tub, blood, skull and few other things I was so grossed out that I had to keep on going. As we were going forward...

May be there is something wrong with me but i cant be fake with people.
If i dont like someone i would simply avoid them.

When it comes to professional enviornment i will get along with anyone thats not a problem. But in my social life if i dont like someone i will not talk to them.

I am not a 2 face person i give it to you the way it is.

I was sitting down with a friend of mine today. I got a lecture of being more flexible and i should do more...

When you see something say something!

I am going to share a true story of this friend of mine.

Couple of years back I meet this girl at this aunty’s house and we became good friends. As years went by we crossed our teen years and now we were perfect prospect for shadi. All of a sudden one day I hear our aunty has asked my friend for her rishta for her dewar. Which was quite odd since we all called the guy “UNKIL�. There was no doubt dude was over...

i cant fall asleep at night.. i been sleeping during day time after sheri..

Either i am online or doing something with my stupid journal.
reading poetry, trying to study at the same time but cant seem to get a focus in my life :urgh:

I do miss him.
I hate being away from him. I don't like New York no more. I don't want to be here no more.

I want to go back and be with him and his family. I love his family, my nand is adorable, my jethani is just like my older sister and my jeeth is simply a sweet heart... I also have a bhateeeji who calls me chachi and i love my cute little family and i want to back and live with them

inshallah soon i will

i cant believe what i wrote above.....

Finally ami ji's lectures on one thing are OVER.

I use to get yelled at " dosrey ghar mein jao gi to naak katwao gi khana nahe pakana ata"

Since Ramadan started Nia Khan has become a professional Chef - My cooking use to work according to my mood prior to ramadan....

Anywayz my problem comes when its time to make some meetha. I always end up tasting it like something sour.

Last attempt was Besan ka halwa lets see it seems half...