I had such a weird dream today...

I had a dream that i invited Fraudia bhai and Faisal bhai at my house with their familes for iftar party

even though i have seen faisal bhai once... he looked odd in my dream

Fraudz bhai i pictured you as 6ft + tall punjab da gabro jawan but you turned out to be a skinny pencil.

in my dream i asked fraudz bhai something he gave me that kooori that nia go away from here.

Weird and why...

all over again ..........

Just pray that you all get in to good families and spouse is truly yours :~)

I was very close with my grandparents.

Dada abu, dadi ami and nani ami... i never meet my nana abu he passed away long before i was born ...

Everyone laughs at my album I took pictures of my dada abu's closet, our big huge lock, our stairs, our kooootha [chaaat in urdu], our veera [baramda in urdu], our chappar [dont know whats this is in urdu], even that phone that people used in 1970s.

my cousins were laughing at me they went nia baji pagal ho gai...

some people hurt us so bad that we can never really forgive them.

it can take a long time to forgive someone and must do.

because holding on to something doesn't really bother someone else other then yourself...

learn to forgive its a hard thing but you should do -- sometimes it can take few mins and sometimes years....

I always say....

We all have a book that we write in this Life and its "THE LIFE" book...

Some people come in our life just to be a chapter. some come and they become a volume but some of them become a header of every page. Those who are header are our true life partner. Those who stayed for time being [chapter] or who stayed for 2 seasons [volume] were never meant to be ours.

when we feel someone is our header we should hold on to them :~)........

Its so funny when i read my old posts on gupshup. Nia khan vs Men lol. I use to hate all mEnkind.
We all go through bad experiences and i had my fair share but i guess when you step out of your hatred life and see a different world. You change...

I have changed.... I find it funny and weird now when i see any guppan or someone in my nonvirtual life who abuses men for all the wrong things. I have also noticed i have become more supportive of men lol.

Yes i do...

Meri Zindagi Mein Aaye Ho
Arre Aise Aaye Ho Tum
Jo Ghulgaya Hai Saason Mein
Woh Geet Laye Ho Tum
Meri Zindagi Mein Aaye Ho
Arre Aise Aaye Ho Tum
Jo Ghulgaya Hai Saason Mein
Woh Geet Laye Ho Tum
O Tum Hi Kahon Tum Hi Kahon
Dil Jo Aise Gaye Koi Kyon Na Gungunaye
Meri Zindagi Mein Aaye Ho
Arre Aise Aaye Ho Tum
Jo Ghulgaya Hai Saason Mein
Woh Geet Laye Ho Tum

Tum Ko Paake Haske Gaake
...

food street is CRAZY.

i mean there is so much food... you cant even decide what to eat there. I mean you eat less food when you see so many shops.

i wish we had these things in USA all halaal

Its nice feeling you have someone contantly asking you how you are doing? if things around you are okay etc and its nice that ihave to give report every 6 hrs to let him know that i am fine i like this lol even though its a little odd but its cute in its own way.

When i was there i noticed how my behavior changed towards his family in matter of a day or so.

And today i think about his parents and siblings as well along with mine. Things that me and him need to do...

I asked a friend of mine who recently got married that how she felt when he sat right next to her. She looked so scared in her pictures and it seemed as if it was forced marriage.

I felt a little different….
When he came and sat right next to me while people were staring at us. It felt right; I was feeling so comfortable and enjoying every moment of it. It was our day. It was funny he started to talk and I went “sunein chup karein kuda ka kauf karein log dekh rahe...

The new nia is :d smiling and stays happy. Old nia is hiding somewhere... i hope she stays far away ...

my mom wont let me take off choriyaa - mother in law said not to take them off as well

i have never been fan of jewelry... but now nia wants to look good

it feels good... to wear a ring 24/7

wow!

It feels like a dream past few weeks went awesome. My life changed and i believe i have changed as well.
I never thought i would get along with someone from back home but i actually did. I had so many wrong thoughts about people who live back home.

khair i guess i fell in a different type of a love :~).

I am glad i took advice of a good brother of mine though gupshup.. When someone nice comes along your way make sure you grab them.
...

wow

icant believe i actually said yes to him

i never thought i would get along with a guy from Pakistan but when you see things from your own eyes they are different...

when i came here kuch purani yadein etc...
he always liked me :sharmaying:

its a nice warm feeling.
the cool thing is i can live in my sasural with no problem

i use to say khandan mein shadi nahe karani wageera but what i saw when i came...

The stupid Virgin Atlantic was simply unorganized and made us go through hell...

Virgin was late for good 20 mins from NYC which made us late for our flight to Muscat....

DID I MENTION... never ever going to Pakistan during this time... i didnt have flight of PIA all full... URG....

i been stuck at stupid london... everything is so small... even cars and its on right side extremely weird....

meet this really nice kid sher ali...his...

mera desss meri mitti mein a rahi hon ..... and its been AGES... Last time when i went there i was 13 and today i am freakin 24 *crying

mom dad and rest did go back but i always had something to do and never really felt any need to go back. Once you realize how wrong you were *sigh....This year i promised myself that i will Inshallah go at least once a year if not every 2 years. It almost feels like as if i am cut off with that world of mine its time to go back smell watan ki mittti...