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Truly Amazing!

Posted Oct 4th, 2007 at 10:30 AM by Pathani
Updated Oct 4th, 2007 at 03:51 PM by Pathani

Welcome to the path of my blog @GS.
Enjoy your time & take well care out there!

Last year I joined GS a day b4 my b-day.....
Now here we are again. Its anniversiry day soon...lol

2006 was a very bumpy ride. Heavens! And all I can say today is, 2007 is the best phase of my life! I never thought to myself in million years that I would manage to turn things around at the strenght/level Ive accomplished....thanks to Allahjee, my loving family and the few friends who stood by me through the rainy season.

B4 going to work, my brother who is very spiritual and doing sociology......by looking at him....I look at my babajaan, yaad-ish bakhair.....told me I had changed into MUCH better! He was almost teary saying the words. I dont know why, but agha jaan whenever he gives me feedback it simply means the world to me..... Yes, I call all my brothers for Aghajaan. Or their first name attached with agha. It changes the tone profoundly. Im content knowing, as a sister Ive done my very best.....they are trained to become a caring gentle fatherfigure and hubby. Their wives will surely be happy..... The frame work is done from our side. (yes, we have an obligation to groom our siblings into emotional healthy beings. Thats my thought on it at least and what I chose to practice....it all begins @home)

The best gift of the year was those words. I take responsibility for my communication. I take responsibility for my feelings and the way I react to other people. I THINK b4 I speak..... I take a break of FIVE seconds b4 I answer anything at all. A training and skill I wish to evolve and practice at perfection, is to chose as few words to say things/describe. I am truly amazed over my mentors at psychotherapist course, especially their coaching and groupsessions. Its so giving! Im really "high" on this. This was the best decision of my entire life to start this course. Im a kido....loving to LEARN throughout life.

So whats differently this year?

I dont hear that much music.
I dont parcitipate with people who simply put of my inner light/strenght.
I dont go into what I know is against my "inner voice".
I dont read poetry as often as in the past. More control to my random thoughts..hehe
Not so much on-line either. Only at work for now.

At some point, you ask yourself...why indulge in negativity?

Im planning to take a semester in US. I miss being there. Its most ajeeb.....once you have lived in English speaking countries....Scandinavia simply looses it charms. Two courses Id love to attend next six months is:

Anthony Robbins: A seminar etc
The Silva mind method....seminar in UK.

I dont want to limit myself. I believe we can have the life we dream of, here right now. All it takes is to take responsibility for yourself. Destiny is in your own hands. Shape it into the direction of DESIRE!

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	aww Happy Belated Birthday cake kahan hai?
	Posted Oct 4th, 2007 at 11:44 AM by Prince Ali

	she said her birthday is coming up yaar so its advanced happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
	Posted Oct 4th, 2007 at 11:48 AM by Aisha Dubaiwali

	Advanced Happy Birthday n A happy anniversery at GS
	Posted Oct 4th, 2007 at 12:22 PM by Peshow

	Awww! Already III comments hu? Lucky me! So when is it your b-day? I will add in my entry....an official b-day list of my friends @GS!
	Posted Oct 4th, 2007 at 02:59 PM by Pathani

	Happy Birthday May ALLAH always keep you happy ameen
	Posted Oct 5th, 2007 at 06:38 PM by UZ

	Thanks Ummi! Hugs and lots of love..... I missed your feebback. May Allahjee always keep you and your ahl happy and succesfull, ameen.
	Posted Oct 6th, 2007 at 01:12 PM by Pathani