sighs...lol

I thought they had 4gotton my b-day!
(and I checked....nobody posted my b-day at GS either!)
So I went home a bit later than usual.
Mamajaan didnt give me a morning-kissy saying happy b-day! It looked like a bad start of the day.....*heavy hearted then*


I got several sms by lots of friends etc. co-workers and even my sweet god-mother. But nothing from my bros! was really sad na

When I got home, 2 of my bros surrounded...

*sigh*
Dont want to read my own bla bla bla.

Its one of my fav. songs. Im pretty sad after the tragic event of last night.
Restless and besides myself. Its a staying at home day, gotta go to work.... bummer

I thought, I had missed a session with my mentor.

*phew* I was wrong. It is very giving.....
To be analyzed and given feedback on various things. These 1-on-1 sessions are like breaking personal barriers.

So I get to determine whatever I wish to focus on next 4 comming years as for self improvement & etc.

Ive never felt so happy or thrilled in my entire life, its so rewarding.....my learning proces has really got me wondering...lol
...

Can you keep up?

Sometimes I have a strong urge to break free. Free from my own golden cage....my image.

*I imagen dancing endless hours in Goa to this trance. Amongst strangers, totally careless. Listning to it makes me high*

Ayse kiyoon hota hai?

I didnt get any Eid gift or even suit......
*teary sad eyes*

Im always giving on Eid. Allahjee, may my next Eid be differently....ameen.

Im serious..... Not furious. (not yet then)
If it had been a picture or a bundle of fresh flowers or some nice candles.....it would had been ok.....

I gotta change the habit of my bros!!!!!!!
Spoiled brats! *kizmat puutih*
I got born as first born! grrrrrr@dad...

Im a curious soul.....
Whats the tune of your mobile?

My mamajaan loves the tune of my gizmo aka mobile.

It goes something like this:
Jah jah joopie joopie jay, i sing the jah jah joopie.....!
Its a little boy screaming his lungs out and its so DARN cute, I fell in love with his voice instantly! (plan:if I have any kid namely a boy, Im gonna teach him this...lol)

So now when my mobile "rings"......my mamajaan is all:"oh...

I love my Gizmo.
Got it with me 24x7x365.
Im pretty addicted to it.
Im very posessive too
I like to buy new covers and tingle tangles to make it look very special..lol
I hate when my brothers.....thinks it alrite to use my gizmo...my darling :-/

But then, I have the habit of changing my Gizmo every six month. So its a short love story and attachement....hehe

The conclusion:
I get bored after a while!
Though its my darling for...

Last year I joined GS a day b4 my b-day.....
Now here we are again. Its anniversiry day soon...lol

2006 was a very bumpy ride. Heavens! And all I can say today is, 2007 is the best phase of my life! I never thought to myself in million years that I would manage to turn things around at the strenght/level Ive accomplished....thanks to Allahjee,...