It is weird not to fast when everyone else is.

I'm stepping out to do groceries. Hopefully the crackheads are sleeping- the last time I went to the grocery store, there were 3-4 crackwhore/crackhead beggars outside.

Unemployment is at 16% now. Can't believe it. Those who made safe financial choices and managed to pay off their debt, are safe right now. But there are people out there in deep crap. I shudder, because I start paying off my loans soon. Jeez. I got...

Amazing song.

Starbucks is making some pretty nice ice cream. The caramel one is amazing.

Had the mocha one today - definitely one of the best coffee flavored ice creams out there, if you like coffee ice cream.

Haven't been to Starbucks in forever, and you know what? I'm still running out of money every week. I was down to my last dollar yesterday. WTF people. I'm tired of this.

Stop spending, PCG!!!

Funny thing is it almost runs out always on food....

I dont get my period for months and when I do, it has to be in Ramzan. Every year this happens.

Well, at least this time around, it wasn't around Lail-a-tul-Qadr.

I need to see a therapist.

Anyone got any good suggestions?

Actually, I need friends, and I need to get laid.

There, I said it. I is a lonely lady out there, and I'm sick and tired of it. Friggin' hell *mutters curses under her breath*

*screams!*

Deep Breath. And yet I continue living.

As usual.

I kind of should have just stayed in this state of mind. I dont know why I tried to venture out of it and try something new...like being happy for once...because at the end of the day, you face disappointment, and you're back to being unhappy again, except now it hurts. At least before I was unhappy but at least used to it.

This is what happens when you raise your expectations. You can't expect anything out of people. I think that's the key to happiness...just...

I guess I'm way more insecure than I thought.

At what point am I going to start making personal decisions for myself that are right for ME? And if I do go down that road, not that I wasn't JUST on it before I got sidetracked, is it fair? Does it make me selfish? Do girls of this sort just not get guys? Is it a female's responsibilitty to bend herself every which way to CHANGE herself into a different person so that she can fit in with someone so that for crying out loud, she doesn't...

That movie is such a kick in the boobs (female version of the common saying "kick in the balls").

I couldn't even watch the whole thing. About 30 minutes into it, I had to grab the remote and hit "stop".

:-O

Sorry, ladies, I'm still in a state of denial. There is no such thing as "he's just not that into you".

He's always into you. You're a gem. Why wouldn't he be? And if he's acting weird, its becuase he's...

So, some of us American muslims really like being American. We grew up in American culture. We dress like Americans. We talk like Americans. We eat like Americans. And I think its a wonderful experience being an American, overall. Now some people get all agitated because of political motivations and so look, why is it bad to be American and muslim at the same time?

Is it not possible to be both? Is it not possible to participate as a responsible American citizen and be muslim...

What a lovely day.

*pulls hair out*

Friggin boy is still not out of my home.

I mean, seriously. I've already suggested to him twice, that he should enjoy the beautiful sun while he's here. Why not go outside and get on the bus and go to the beach? The beach!

Comon.

Go home kid. You're not wanted here.

Alright, so I'm not as mean as some of you may think. Quite honestly, my biggest weakness is how NICE I am.

May I make you aware of the oft-obscured detail that "niceness" is not the same thing as "walk all over me".

Because one learns to be civil, one also learns to ward off people taking advantage of them, but its not something I've learned apparently well enough. I still get taken advantage of. And then when a "nice person" has to...

I dont know where my imagination wandered off to, especially now that I need it.

I have no desire whatsoever for anything anymore. Can I just have a life-long of Sleep and Eating?

That would be great.

Where's the closest disability office?

Raw potatoes slowly cooking on low heat cook faster than my PC runs.

I think I need a macbook.

Literally. *goes and dies*

Had too many carbs between breakfast and lunch.

God, I love food.

*struggles to keep eyes open from sugar peak*