Em not actually confused but i am confused..

i am unsure about the expressions em going through..

em feeling happy but at the same time em a lil insecure too..

i feel i have a lucky charm but at the same time i feel like becoming a bad luck for the person..

i have always tried to bring peace to mind of my frnds n ppl surrounding me..

its really strange that in a short span of time someone becomes so kloser frnd that it appears...

Well, its not a secret that Cafe is a place where we can speak out watever comes to our mind..

we can post our spontaneous thoughts no matter whether they are stupid, cute or funny..

we can speak as much we can n no one will ever stop us from doin our buk buk only if we violate any rule..

Em always in cafe whenever em down or em so happy.. ppl have always been there as friends to hear my worry and getting it out of my mind n making me smile..
...

Watan Ke Leay Aik Nazm..

Abb Khak-e-Watan Se Ay Logo
Hum Aao Ehed Ye Kertay Hain
Ger Waqt Para, Iss Ki Khatir
Hum Jaan Apni De Daalain Ge

Dunya Main Apni Jannat Hai
Iss Arz-e-Pak Ka Gehwaara
Allah Ko Maan-nay Walay Hum
Iss Arz-e-Pak Ke Rakhwalay

So Dushman-e-Deen Ko Samjha Do
Badd Nazar Na Iss Per Wo Dalay
Ger Uss Ne Nazr-e-Badd Daali
Tou Uss Ka Naam Mita Dain Ge
Iss Arz-e-Pak Ke Rakhwalay...

Mera Haq Hai Ke Mujhe Toot Ke Chaaha Jaye
Iss Leay Tujh Se Muhabbat Nahin Mangi Mainay

--

Main Iss Leay Bhi Teri Dosti Se Darti Hoon
Ke Teray Pyaar Ki Fitrat Main Intiqaam Bhi Hai

--

Janay Walay Jab Bhi Jee Chahay Palat Aana Yahaan
Ye Jo Darwaza Khula Hai, Ye Khula Reh Jaye Ga

--

Dekhna Tum Pe Na Ilzaam-e-Muhabbat Aye
Mere Nazdeek Buhat Soch Samajh Ker Rehna

--...

In all the prevailing anarchy, chaos, instability and bombings..

Eleven men in green, bring home a cup..

A cup unexpected,

a cup to be welcomed with nothing but tears.. countless tears to welcome a good news, finally..

Time for the world to know that we are not just mullahs, not terrorists, we don't just blast bombs; we hit sixes, we crash the stumps, we thrash the whole world down.

We are the WORLD CHAMPIONS!
...

*hugz*

This incident actually took place yesterday when I went to KFC..

after having the meal, when i stood, a loud hurting sound was produced.. it was actually sound of my head hitting a suspended lamp which was not too high

all the ppl who were present at that place turned at us.. they were lookin with ajeeb si eyes.. some of them were smiling beneath their lips and some even laughed..

thanks to Lord Almighty that we havent ordered any other thing so...

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep ? when we cry ? when we imagine ? when we kiss ? this is becoz the most beautiful thing in this world is unseen.

We are all bit weird & life is weird too when we found someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours we fair up with them & fall in mutual understanding & call it Love.

There are the things that we never want to let go off, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end...

Lyrics of a song sung by Mehdi Hasan and Mehnaaz.. So beautiful..

Do Pya'say Dil Aik Huay Hain Aisay
Bichhrain Ge Abb Kese

Pyar Mujhe Kertay He Rehna
Saari Umar Tum Aisay

Ik Doojay Main Kho Jatay Hain
Nadya Saagar Jesay
Bichhrain Ge Abb Kese

Tujh Se Hai Ye Zindagani
Tujh Se Hai Jeewan Kahani
Tujh Se Hai Saanjh Aur Sawera

Saathi Kabhi Tu Na Roothay
Rasmo'n Ki Deewar Tootay
Tootay Na...

When I got enough confidence, the stage was gone.

When I was sure of losing, I won.

When I needed people the most, they left me.

When I learnt to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on.

When I mastered the skill of hating, somebody started loving me.

When after waiting for dawn I fell asleep, the sun came out.

That's Life..!

em so upset..

mera cell fone ka camera kharab ho gaya..

my cell has 2 camera but both are not working.. shayad software kharab hua hai iss ka..

actually mera mobile itnay din se aik error show kerta the periodically k INSERT SIM..

kal bhi aisa he hua to mujhe gussa aya aur mainay mobile ko dewaar pe 2 baar mara..

den theek hogaya.. jab camera operate kernay laga to error show kerna shuru hogaya..

k camera not...

Dated: September 21, 2008

Day: Sunday

Time: 01:10 am

An event occured which can be considered as most beautiful in my life..

A moment that has really increased my pulse rate..

When a sweet sound echoed in my ears..

And a naughty giggling tone was dispersing sweetness around me..

A very enchanting voice..

Very magical..

Em still mesmerized..

Really loved it.....

Aye zindagi, tuu humain pareshan kion keay rakhti hai.. tuu humain chain se kion nahi bethnay deti.. abhi hum teri aik aazmaish se guzar rahay hotay hain aur tuu aik ke baad aik aazmaish leay hamaray intezar main bethi hoti hai..

humain tuu araam ka saans kion nahi lene deti.. aur jub hum khud he nidhaal hoker, aazmaish khatam honay se qabl, gir partay hain to tuu humain apni hareef, maut, ke hawalay ker deti hai..

kabhi tuu kisi ko koi mauqa de dia ker.. dobara sanbhalnay...

I dont know it why happens to me always..

Lil background..

B4 sharing the incident i must give some backgroud about me.. I am 26 years old and tall and lil broader fellow (cz of wider bones).. ooper se meray sir pe jo hairs hain unn ki quantity bhi kam hai.. its not like k em ganjuu from front.. magar density kam hai hairs ki..

so all these factors kontribute in a way k main apni age se zada lagta hoon.. i look like aound atleast 28-30.. or some ppl say...

I am a person who rarely dreams while sleeping.. but during my childhood i have had dreams.. one of those has really been engraved on my mind.. which i can never forget..

okay.. i have dreamt that scene more than 10 times..

so it goes like this..

Em visiting zoo with my younger czn, lookin at animals.. teasing them.. aisay he dekhtay dekhtay we reach the place where rhino was kept.. so adat se majboor, hum ne socha k isay bhi thora chhera jaye.. so we picked...