Em not actually confused but i am confused..

i am unsure about the expressions em going through..

em feeling happy but at the same time em a lil insecure too..

i feel i have a lucky charm but at the same time i feel like becoming a bad luck for the person..

i have always tried to bring peace to mind of my frnds n ppl surrounding me..

its really strange that in a short span of time someone becomes so kloser frnd that it appears...

This incident actually took place yesterday when I went to KFC..

after having the meal, when i stood, a loud hurting sound was produced.. it was actually sound of my head hitting a suspended lamp which was not too high

all the ppl who were present at that place turned at us.. they were lookin with ajeeb si eyes.. some of them were smiling beneath their lips and some even laughed..

thanks to Lord Almighty that we havent ordered any other thing so...

em so upset..

mera cell fone ka camera kharab ho gaya..

my cell has 2 camera but both are not working.. shayad software kharab hua hai iss ka..

actually mera mobile itnay din se aik error show kerta the periodically k INSERT SIM..

kal bhi aisa he hua to mujhe gussa aya aur mainay mobile ko dewaar pe 2 baar mara..

den theek hogaya.. jab camera operate kernay laga to error show kerna shuru hogaya..

k camera not...

Dated: September 21, 2008

Day: Sunday

Time: 01:10 am

An event occured which can be considered as most beautiful in my life..

A moment that has really increased my pulse rate..

When a sweet sound echoed in my ears..

And a naughty giggling tone was dispersing sweetness around me..

A very enchanting voice..

Very magical..

Em still mesmerized..

Really loved it.....

I dont know it why happens to me always..

Lil background..

B4 sharing the incident i must give some backgroud about me.. I am 26 years old and tall and lil broader fellow (cz of wider bones).. ooper se meray sir pe jo hairs hain unn ki quantity bhi kam hai.. its not like k em ganjuu from front.. magar density kam hai hairs ki..

so all these factors kontribute in a way k main apni age se zada lagta hoon.. i look like aound atleast 28-30.. or some ppl say...

I am a person who rarely dreams while sleeping.. but during my childhood i have had dreams.. one of those has really been engraved on my mind.. which i can never forget..

okay.. i have dreamt that scene more than 10 times..

so it goes like this..

Em visiting zoo with my younger czn, lookin at animals.. teasing them.. aisay he dekhtay dekhtay we reach the place where rhino was kept.. so adat se majboor, hum ne socha k isay bhi thora chhera jaye.. so we picked...

Main Ek Ziddi Bacha Hoon
Aur Aisa Ziddi Bacha Jo
Apna Khilona Torr Ke Khud
Phir Ye Chahay
Ke Wohi Khilona
Uss Ke Paas Rahay Hamesha
Sahee Salamat..

(Ahmer)

Okay.. this is something which was really embarassing for me.. yet amongst sorta funny moments i will remember thru out my life..

it was my 23rd bday, aur cake order kerna tha.. i love black forest cake.. so i went to Cake shop..

i love cartoon characters.. so i opted for a cake with tweety face.. i asked the shop person to prepare a similar one for me as well..

the question he asked was.. "The cake is for baba or baby?".. i was like, what to...