things are better than yesterday.. I think

U know what i think it is... that we just dont have ANY time together these days.. ZILCH.. like seriously.

Last week, MIL was at SIL's house... so we had a bit of time together to bond when Hebz was off to sleep and it was really nice.. this week with soo much going on... and hubz with hayfever, organising the move.. organising final payments for the house.. dealing with the scorching heat... yikes.. its all a bit too much...

a new phrase guploo has learnt.... on Friday, she sat in the car constantly screaming out... 'u freak me out!'

geez weez!

whats next

which leads to more sorries and apologies and a bad mood

im not the type of person who holds grudges against people i love and need in my life. People who arent so important i might hold something against them..

however, the person im married to is entirely different. He remembers minute details from before marriage, and even first two yaers which ive asked him not to discuss as those years are quite turbulent.. or were. BUT he still does. He says he wont.. but now and...

im addicted to this song:

Orey manva tu to bavra hai
Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai
Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai bavre
Kyun dikhaye sapne tu sote jaagte
Jo barse sapne boond boond
Nainon ko moond moond
Jo barse sapne boond boond
Nainon ko moond moond
Kaise main chaloon, dekh na sakoon
Anjaane raastein

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara...
Dheeme bole koi iktara iktara, dheeme bole koi iktara...

one more week till we inshallah get the keys to our new ghar.. i am so excited.

wont be officially moving in for another 2 weeks.. but at least we'll have the place!!! so excited!!!

do you women get that? like A LOT?

i swear, i get this EVERYTIME im out shopping alone.. or i'll get the eye..

if im out shopping alone for the hubz or hebz... and i mention that i need to get something for them, they'll look me up and down and go... "how old are you?!.. ur married?!"

In the beginning i used to take it as a compliment.. now its just beginning to be a joke.. im hitting 30 in about 2 months or so.. and people think im 21.. not that...

i adore her.

I've adored her before she married the bro... infact, before they even liked each other, i wished they would.. and i was blown away to know they did like one another..

khair, fast forward about 10 million years and a few too many misunderstandings... i adore her

we've always had a very i dunno... high level relationship. We keep everything soo high level and never quite dwell into REALLY serious things.. hence i think the relationship is good....

we were at the park yesterday.. it's right across from our house and Heba stares at it all day long waiting for kids to come.. so we went yesterday.. and she was soo excited to see these two little (well much bigger than her) arab boys.. she's like a midget in comparison, but she gets their attention and thinks everyone is her friend..

after about half an hour.. she noticed some other kids (teens) coming to the park.. in her excitement she yelled out "mama.. look at those black...

so i spent 4 or so weeks dieting to lose 3-4 kgs.... and in the week i stop dieting and eating like normal, i lose 2kg on my own... hows that huh?

its called being overworked and not sitting down for more than 2 minutes at a time.. my husband had to yell at me to sit...

anyways, im very happy jee...

the cake i made for my paari pari so choti si neice... for her 1st birthday

so the day after my MIL arrives.. my SIL's friend calls up to say salam and stuff and asks me whether im having a birthday party for Heba.. she then says I should have a barri si party and invite her.. and that she better be invited..



secondly, what do u do in situations where ur SIL is invited somewhere, ur invited somewhere else.. and ur SIL wants to take the MIL with her?

its such a tricky situation.. i feel for my MIL.. seriously I do...
...

have been sooo hectic. Im booking myself in for a remedial massage this sunday.. seriously. My back is in tatters from exhaustion..

On tuesday i spent the entire day cooking and cleaning. The hubz was sick with hayfever and all sorts of other thigns so couldnt help out much. Hebz was not so well either, so my plans to have everything cooked and cleaned and then go wish mum a happy birthday didnt quite work out. Koi baat nahin.. my mama was understanding.

My MIL came...

being married... i know, that i put in a lot of effort to keep the relationship going. To not let it deterioate.. if we have a bump, i will talk to the hubby (aka, do is head in) until i have the problem resolved. sometimes, i find myself yelling like a churail and screaming like a mai (only when we're alone) to make myself look silly and hopefully gain the sympathy of my loving husband...

my husband, has always pointed out that in the past 4 years of marriage and 5 years of knowing...

drive me insane

im a very planned person... not that i dont like doing fun stuff on the spare of the moment. I am ALWAYS, 200% up for that... up for going out on the last minute.. what im not too happy about is.. when i have planned for something to happen,... been looking forward to it.. and then someone.... aka hubby, turns around and is like "ohhh i have a headache... my eyes are itchy can we go home..."

like hellooooooooooooooooo

im usually...

oh man she makes me laugh..

i have to give Heba a talk before we go to shops these days.. I have to ask her to not talk so loudly and to basically not chit chat with strangers... but it just doesnt work!

on tuesday we went to do some shopping and she saw a little Bob the builder ride.. but i told her i didnt have any coins so when i get some coins or cash she can go on it..

khair, that was fine... so im at a counter in a big department store and im paying...