goal

my weight loss is going well... in about a week and half ive lost 2kg.. and i am thrilled... another 3 weeks till my MIL comes.. and im hopnig to have lost the last 2 as well...

fasted monday and tuesday... trying to make up the roze i missed. First time ever im actually doing this and it feels great... although it tires me immensely.. prob because its daylight saving now and Heba just requires sooooo much attention..

during the day, i have bouts where she just gets grilled from me.. on monday, it was cus she sat on the toilet for about 20min.. got off like 3 times and ran back on.. only cus she didnt want to get into the bath... but get this, when shes in the bath, she doesnt wanna get out

at the end of the day, i feel very guitly.. VERY guitly that i do tell her off... i forgot to mention, about 2 weeks ago i even gave her a thappar on the face... not a hard one, but she knew i was angry so had a very BIG bawling session. I have decided it aint happening again. My heart aches seeing her so upset.. but then agian, she has the same bawling session if i use slightly high pitched vocals when calling her name

In other news... we're off for a 2 day break on saturday. Just the hebz, hubz and I.. totally excited. Ive arranged for a massage for the hubz.. and a nice niiiiice full body treatment for myself.. lushhhhh i am excited...