considering hubs didnt quite like what i got him for his 30th and.. that he got me a really nice bag for my bday.. i thought i might get him something for v-day.. i was gonna get him a GPS but thought hmm thats kinfa selfish.. how about get something just for him..

so this is it




i hope he likes it.. im not too familiar with such things, but instead of golf clubs which ive no idea about.. i thought id get this..

is this something guys...

its crazy here in Victoria... just crazy! there are people lying dead on roads, in their cars... so sad... a friend of my colleagues is dead.. her pics on the front page of the paper...

CRAZY!

my soni is growing up so fast and its so hard to believe shes actually a little girl now... she was a bubz and now she's a lil girl..

she's starting to talk proper sentences.. and i just adore what she says..

when she is with my neice, i always hear hebz telling Isha off or telling her how to do something... Isha is like 3 months older than hebz.. however she finds hebz language fascinating... Isha speaks urdu but understands both english and urdu... hebz speaks english...

is hopefully getting better soon.. Inshallah

ive been extremely short tempered for about 3 months now.. and im hardly ever like that..unless its my mum cus i know i can get away with it with her... ive always been known as the patient one... but since about november, i just dont let things go.. and mostly its my hubby who has to hear the end of it.. i feel bad.. im telling myself not to get mad, instead i do the opposite and chuck a mini fit..

lastnight, it happened...

boy do i dislike some people...

i hate it when people bring up "job descriptions" at work..

in my 10 odd years of work, ive never met someone so stupid... at every simple thing she brings up "is that in my job description.." and today she had the nerve to tell me..."oh i thought that was in a BA's job descrition..."

like what on earth?! do u go around reading whats in everyone's PD...? im here to do my job... and if i have...

is there a dua one can do to stay happy in a relationship?

not in a bad marriage.. going through some endless hurdles and end up taking out frustrations on one another..

yes, yes.. we've both got smart heads (somewhat) on our shoulders, but sometimes too many hurdles can get the better of you..

i cant remember the last time hubby and I actually laughed at something or were even happy! so yes.. is there a dua..?

over the past two weeks... every 2 hours (on the dot) i am hungry... i had lunch at 12.30 and its 2pm now and im about to die of hunger... like seriously... what is wrong with me! i was never like this before

on the other hand.. my bachi wont eat... and she Mashallah had such a good appetite... tsk.. mama dearest is getting moti and meri bachi is not eating..

im sooooo hungry.. what should i do?!

eat...

duh

im back at work after being away for 2 weeks..

I thought id be refreshed, but the opposite has happened.. im tired and i have a blasting headache..

i had a great trip to QLD.. saw my best friend and her daughter.. went up to Noosa with them.. and in between the tennis matches we actually did some sightseeing...

Gold Coast was beautiful.. pity we didnt get to spend some more time there. Next time (if there is a next time) we'll go there...
...

i received the nicest compliment from my BIL yesterday...

over the weekend i asked my BIL where he'd want his future wife to be from.. so he told me and asked me if i knew anyone.. and we had a general chit chat..

so i was talking to my SIL and i told her he'd like someone from here.. and i meant it in a way, that at least he's said something! but she may have taken it the wrong way cus she said "he doesnt tell me anything if i ask.."

sooo neways...

my daughter can finally join 3 words together.. yiipppeeee..

she has been singing songs (happy birthday) for awhile but actually putting together 3 words to explain something is a whole new thing..

her daddy came home the other day and he asked her what mama was doing and she thought about it and said.. "mama.. making.. rice"

i totally fell over with excitement.. actually hubby nearly fainted and he was about to do the dance of achievement......

Im feeling extremely bad...

lastnight we called hubby's mum and she was telling me thats its time we had another baby... no big deal.. everyone is saying that. Even my mum says it, but cus she's my mum i can shoo of the idea..

but, the problem is.. i really do want to have another child.. our plan last year was that by Feb this year, our house would be on its way if not complete.. we'd be looking into moving in... lekin the truth of the matter is, it hasnt even started...

i miss my weight machine thought id never see the day that id actually miss it.. ever since i lost my weight after the diet i have literally weighed myself EVERYDAY so that id know eaxctly where i was heading... 3 weeks ago my bro took it for his wife so im having total withdrawal symptoms.. and i think ive gained like 2-3 kgs just in the process

so ive decided, weight machine or no weight machine, im going on my diet once again.. but this time without the shakes... im gonna...

another 3 months to go... im just hanging for it.

Hebz had another bad night lastnight. Although she's been doing good for a couple of days now.. lastnight the hayfever really kicked in and the poor goofball was crying for about 3 hours (2.30am onwards) and u can imagine what zombies mama and dadda looked like this morning... if it were upto hubby he would have slept till 12pm and then gone to work.. tsk..

i feel for her.. ive said to hubby that we should just give her...

so ive had 6 biscuits today... uugh!

apart from that everything else ive had is healthy. Got a roast chicken sandwich on wholemeal bread.. that was nice.. had cereal and juice for brekky,... but yeah, i think the bikkies killed the good bits

im tired..

went to a hakeeka lastnight.. why oh why was it on a sunday.. should have made it a lunch but i understand their dilemma too.. 3 kids in the house.. all need naps during the afternoon.. better to have dinner.....

uuugh

what is happening in this world?!!!

Gaza

Pakistan

the stupid tram collission on Victoria Parade

there's a really happening for Gaza next Sunday... what will it achieve... i went to the one when US was going to invade Iraq.. did nothing!

uuuugh im so angry