conflict resolved... shukar hai

I hate being in a bad mood with the hubz.. like seriously. I hate the tension and the 2 word answers.. usually its him and his two word answers, but me... that just doesnt fit right

khair, its ever so great now, Mashallah se

me happy.. and i hope everyone else is too, Inshallah

In such a horrible mood these days. Since Friday

Cant bring myself to like the hubby. He keeps getting me mad. He said some real mean stuff on Sunday and I cant get past it. I know I need to because his mums coming in a few days, and I need to be in a good mood by then. I just need to let it out though, lekin we don’t have the time to talk or anything. Maybe tonight after work.. the 20min we have I might talk to him.. Just need to get this outta my head

In other news…...

wowweeee the hubz just bought his wifey a new fridge... im too shocked...

a week ago he was complaining how i dont have the patience and we'll order it once we move into the new place... and now he goes and gets me one... bless the man..

it's only cus the place had offered a trade in on old fridges and freezers.. so he's giving my old munna to them.. may they look after him the way i did... my chottu sa fridge..

im too excited. He's just gotten me a nice...

chicken parmagiana with some nice napoli sauce, cheese and aaah hot chips

or maybe even some mangolian chicken... spicy kind..

yumm

this diet is taking its toll.... i shall do it for another week and a bit.... have lost 3.5kg... splendid... want to lose maybe another 1... lets see if I can do it, shouldnt be too hard

but i am soooo craving something hot and yummy

overdosed on prunes and pumpkin soup... im addicted to both things......

so the hubz was in an upset mood with me..

i should post this in Life1.. honestly.

why was he upset? cus I had a roza and I work too much he reckons i work too hard.. do too much, dont relax and hence was in the craps with me..

what a dramaqueen

I told him, i have a roza, i aint disabled... yes i get tired annnnyways, but thats my own fault..

aaah... bless him

Saawan Beeto Jaye Pe Harwa
Saawan Beeto Jaye Pe Harwa
Mann Mera Ghabraye
Mann Mera Ghabraye

Aeso Gaye Pardes Piya Tum
Aeso Gaye Pardes Piya Tum
Cheyn Humein nahin Aye
Cheyn Humain nahin Aye

Mora Saiyaan moh sey bolay Na
Mora Saiyaan moh Sey bolay Na
Mein Laakh Jatan Kar Haari
Laakh Jatan Kar Haar Rahi

Tu Jo Nahin to Aisay Piya hum
Tu Jo Nahin To Aisay Piya hum
Jaisay Soona Aanganaa...

"u look good.. have u lost weight... "

love it.. love it when people say that...

my weight loss is going well... in about a week and half ive lost 2kg.. and i am thrilled... another 3 weeks till my MIL comes.. and im hopnig to have lost the last 2 as well...

fasted monday and tuesday... trying to make up the roze i missed. First time ever im actually doing this and it feels great... although it tires me immensely.. prob because its daylight saving now and Heba just requires sooooo much attention..

during the day, i have bouts where she just gets...

being the eldest in the fam, i always felt like quite the outcast. Having to make my kid sister take showers and remind her to brush her teeth and wash her face before going to school.. she still hates me for it... and i still tease her about it till this day..

Now, being a mother... i again feel the same. Like, why are we mothers only here to administer discipline, cleaniness, bath times.. toilet times... eating times.. sleeping times. It seems, we are just the horrible monsters...

so ive got conjunctivitis.... and some wierd rash, pimply thing on my body, just above the tummy. Its paaaaiiiinful.

At times like this, i really admire and look upto my 2foot child, who has battled conjunctivitis twice and not ever complained, only when giving her medication... im not complaining either, its just i look horrific. I look as if ive been crying for days.. my eyes are bloodshot.... and if i didnt have this damn meeting today, i seriously would not have come to work.....

i had a really interesting conversation with the hubz the other night.... yes... we actually sometimes converse on topics other than Heba and the house... woopppee..

He got me thinking... he asked me what was religion... is there really a heaven or a hell? or it some just some concocluded idea... he explained, that there are already drugs out there that kinda treat paedophiles... to stop them from having urges to do what they do... sooner or later, there will be drugs to switch off...

about my damn damn weight..

i was down to 61.5kg during ramadan... ive put on like 3 kg since then.. dont ask how. but i am mega depressed.

I am on the treadmill for 20min (5 times a week). Cut out carbs for dinner... have cereal for breakfast... fruit for lunch.. almonds as snacks... but i have only managed to lose like a kg.. i need to be 60 by november... i NEED to be 60... thats my goal..

so thats like 4 weeks.. so so so so depressed... HELP me..

whatever.. what does it mean? that u can legally do things that were haram before u got married... woooppppeeeee

some people ought to get certificates to classify them sane.. classify them marriage material worthy before being ALLOWED to marry

seriously.. this goes for both men and women.

and i think parents should go through some extreme tests too prior to being allowed to get their kids married..

idiotic people..

how do these...

so my MIL will be arriving on 3rd Nov Inshallah.

I am looknig forward to her being here.

Inshallah the hubz and i can sort ourselves out before then... pls pray that we do. I dont like these hiccups, bumps and stuff... just no fun.

I hope our house is on its way to completion by then so we can move in and she can see what we have created

*sigh*

im hating men at the moment... ok not all men.. but most of them

why open threads when ur not open to any other ideas? do you just want to be told, yes go ahead and have an affair to fulfil your sexual desires...?? is that what men want to hear

yes, us women arent simple creatures... we want more than just straight out sex.... there's more to intimacy than that.. and if u dont get that, then God help you

men are not the same as women. Simple

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