Maybe I will play with this later.

pray for my little cousin

he is two years old

and is being evaluated for Leukemia. . .

I would really appreciate it.

My aunt is the youngest out of all my mom's siblings

and i can't begin to imagine what she's going through.

we take things for granted

and to a degree its normal

but you don't realize how quickly things change. . .

May God protect us all Ameen. May...

I’m feeling sick to my stomach. I don’t know if this is acid reflux or what but I feel everything coming up and it’s not pretty. My chest hurts. It feels wounded and lacerated. I know I should go to the doctor but I’m far too chicken to actually do so. Who says it’s only guys who avoid doctors. . . I’m taking prilosec though and hoping it will kick in. It’s so odd. I’ll be fine a few days but then it’ll start all over again. I don’t think I can handle big meals at dinner. I need small meals (and...

I should be working on research but I don’t feel into it. I feel so high for a few hours and then I crash low. Bipolar maybe? Who knows. I am not taking Lithium.

He’s at work. If I wasn’t fasting, I’d call him up and ask him to go lunch with me. I miss him so much. Mondays are always the hardest. I usually approach it head on in denial.

It’s been a while since I actually sat down and wrote an entry with the rumination it deserves. Writer’s block? Maybe. There’s no medication...

certain girls on gupshup

that follow around certain boys

agreeing with them and supporting them

showing how enlightened they are

and how they know so much better than other girls

and how they fully and totally agree with everything these litlte boys say

so they can get a pat on the back

some much-needed attention

and oohs and aaahs


they make me wanna puke....

a lot of that going around

don't point fingers

go look in the mirror

MashaAllah

Thank God for everything.

So my research internship supervisor wants me to go over my Professor's proposal and edit it.

This is the same professor I've been bragging about on alldost.

Does she realize how difficult that is?

He's my Professor. He grades MY papers, not the other way around.

I'm finding myself very lost. I read the paper. It's good. He's good. What do I have to add? ? ? I don't know.

I guess I need to approach this as a paper assigned...

I haven't written an entry about you in so long. I've mentioned you but I not really devoted an entry to you in a long time. Blame alldost for that. In any case, I don't know why you trampled off to work this morning (well i do, but that's not the point). I just hope you'll be back in about an hour InshaAllah.

I miss you tons. I've been so busy with everything going on and I just miss you. I hate being away over the week. And I hate that when I do get home late Thursday night, I barely...

or I just don't see any old entries.

Plus i'm in a crappy mood.

Anyways, once again

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