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Waiting

Posted Aug 4th, 2008 at 07:40 PM by Wiseman

I am waiting for this postal mail which will end one part of my life and begin a new one. I don't know if I feel happy about it or not. But
you know a Gemini cannot function without change, but this change is good for me or not. My brain says its good but my heart says not. I
have always asked people to go with their heart, but why I want and I need to listen to my brain now.

Though I was preparing for it for the last year. Am I getting too tired for this knee jerk reactions, maybe I want continuity and life with full of laughter and happiness, maybe a life with stability and harmony, maybe a bed of roses not thorns or maybe I don't want to be a
human anymore and don't want hardships of this life.

I know there is so much to live for in this world, there is so much roads to take, because I haven't reached my destination yet. I ask
myself that all I have seen, all the places I have been, yet I haven't reached my destination. But sadly I haven't, and there is no need to be angry at Lord. Thats my life and I have to live it.

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There is always something that can be learned from our experiences.It may be hard at that moment but maybe few years down the road one can see the effect in the bigger picture of this life.
One thing I do believe is if there is something that may not go the way I would want it, one litmus test for me is that if I have tried to the best of my ability with the tools that I hae available at that particular time, then I take it as Will Of Allah and try to move on.
Hopefully you have done the same.Goodluck in whatever that is that you plan to do.

Posted Aug 5th, 2008 at 12:42 AM by Ask99 Ask99 is offline

	I have tried the best of my abilities that I could possibly do and I think it is will of Allah. Thank you for your comments.
	Posted Aug 6th, 2008 at 05:20 AM by Wiseman