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I wish pakisan was a little tiny baby,
that i can hold in soft pink blanket, keeping it away from all the crisis, safe in my arms.
i wish i was able to heal all it's wound with love...

i really love my country, and i feel really helpless that i can't do anything for it.

I have changed a lot and I don't know if I like that change or not but I am certainly not comfortable with it.
8 years ago when I moved to USA I was sure that I wanted to move back to Pakistan, for years that was the goal of my. It was my dream. I made so many plans, I thought about every possibility of going back to Pakistan and living there. I didn't want to marry someone here in USA I thought that the only way I can go back to Pakistan is to marry with someone who live in Pakistan. But...